Regret

Mood: disappointment and regretful.

Did something freaking bad,
yup,
and was like regret till the max..
i just dunno y i have the urge to do that,
but then again,
mayb coz of stress and stuff.
I'm sorry..
i really am..
and when u talked to me,
i realised a lot of things,
and u shot me down one and all..
i noe i wasn't having the capability to prove to u i'm much better,
but i'm trying..
i am sorry i couldn't,
and we couldn't,
sorry..
we weren't irresponsible,
we saw u coming in,
we walked towards u to talk to u,
yet,
u said we were irresponsible,
which was quite hurting,
we were ready to face the music,
we knew that will be the consequences,
we knew that would happen,
yet,
we believe that if we did it on our own,
it would be much better..
i'm sorry..

It's just disappointment to u,
and it is to myself too..
i realise how much effort u all put in and i didn't acknowledge it..
i was so hurt to hear that,
totally,
i felt guilty with nothing else to say..
Sorry..