Eve of Mid Year Exam

It's Monday..
And i have no paper today..
I wonder how the H1 students did,
and also English Lit and China Studies in Chinese students..
How u doing Nic?
Hope everything will be ok ya..
wanted to sms u,
but erm,
i think it's better to really bless u..
rather than bothering u..
i think i may.. sms u later =)
LOL,
hmm..
heard Wi had like 1 and a half hour for Geog
tot was a good thing,
but apparently it's not,
coz Geog usually can't finish,
too much to write.. <== according to Rud..
Hmm..
guess,
wat we can do now is work harder for our next paper rite?
Hmm,
let bygones be bygones~~
Pack up and stand firm for the next paper!!
look forward,
The end is just there..
So,
let's work hard,
and take it positively..
It's a gauge of how much we had done,
how serious did we take it,
and how much effort we put in..

I'm the slacker here..
was playing Comp games,
argh..
Can't really sit still and study..
i'm bored of books,
but actually,
i find enlightenment so satisfying..
LOL
Actually,
this time,
this Mid years Exam,
is the onli exam,
that i took,
with kinda light stress that i noe i need to study..
I'm happy with this exam..
I really dunno..
I always go in in that kind of blur mood..
just sit for the reason of sitting
but now,
it seems different,
i did try to put in my effort..
i wanna do better =)
and i always have frens around me..
Cheering me up,
guiding me,
teaching me.
Even teachers are always there for us..
even though i haven't really finished studying,
i noe where i stand,
but still i wanna put in my fullest effort =)
i wun give up =)
so u all shdn't too ya?
I can't wait for it to start,
and as Benny said,
before we know it,
it'll end =)
like in blinking moments.. LOL
eventhough it's kinda suffering and torturing in the meantime,
yet,
we will noe where we stand this time,
to gauge how much more effort we need to put in!! =)
Good luck all my buddies =)

anyway,
i hope everyone did well today..
and i really hope,
tml will be a better day =)
Jiayou ppl,
for Econs Bio Geog History..
=)
i'm starting mine tml..
Day 1 out of 8 =)
so,
i hope it's a good start!!
jiayou ppl =)

=)

Another happy day.. =)
Finished Econs =),
LOL..
short blog ..
hmm..
i missed KFC's Fried Chicken..
Oh chat with mummy,
and daddy,
they received my cards =)
and heard that mummy's handbag got snatched..
Luckily the handbag strap snapped..
yup,
mum is all ok,
but ya,
tedious things need to be done to retrieve stuffs..
=(
yet.
i'm glad that mummy is alright..
tat's wat i wished..
nothing else..
wealth is just something to make us better in life..
without it we wun die =)
LOL
maybe will ..
=)
but ya,
not in a sense super important,
the most important is mummy is not harmed =)
i miss u mummy daddy =)
korkor's going for job interview on Mon,
all the best to him =)
Muacks to mua family~~

26th of June.. 2009...

Today,
lotz of things happened..
and i'm glad that..
i went to cheer for Dragonboat..
was like being there to support them..
Didn't do much,
got sun burnt,
yet,
i just wanna say,
i'm proud of u NYDB!!!
No matter wat the result is,
no matter wat has happened,
i'm still proud of u all !!
we did our best!!
=)
cheer up k=)
we can always do better next time =)
jiayou!!

Today,
had a great time with Jamie, Mushy, Cat, Benny and April..
Long chat,
we had at JustNoodle..
LOL
free flow of drinks and icecream again..
it was fun,
sharing ghost stories,
even those in NYJC!!!
Omg,
scary sia.. x.x
LOL..
hmm.. really nice chat man,
like get to really spend time chatting,
laughing off my ass,
in this period of stressful pre-exam period =)
LOL,
exam is nothing,
frenships are much more important =)
Benny,
LOL nice chat =)
Cat,
LOL =) nice teasing =)
dun worry..
i wun get sick that easily =D
April, Mushy and Jamie,
u all are always just there for me to crap on =)
LOL
anyway,
was a nice meal man,
like 2 hrs =)

Went to Kovan to buy food for Rud,
and i saw this blind lady..
She's like rushing thru her Braille's,
i think it's the lyrics..
ya,
she's trying to sing to her best..
She missed some lyrics,
yet,
she never give up..
she just continue and try to catch up..
I was standing aside,
trying to put some coins into the box,
i was so touched..
she's so determined,
and she's fending for herself..
That's y i made a promise to myself,
actually it was on the other day,
when i heard this lady playing my dad's favourite song with Er-Hu,
and it was still humming in my ears,
like i was so darn far away..
it just touches my heart,
and i missed home suddenly,
so i walked back,
just to give her 50cents..
ya even though is not much,
but i hope,
it helped her in a way or another..
That's the day,
i told myself,
even if i'm not any richer,
yet,
i'm not any poorer either..
If i could just give a 50cents to those who needed it,
why not change a life of a person if i could..
i hope,
in a way or another,
i'm able to help them..
Yup,
50 cents,
is all i can do rite now,
but i promise,
if i'm filthy rich,
i wun forget to do charity stuff... =)

Anyway,
today's a great day..
Tired ><><

Transformer was wonderful..
really great =)
nice time spent with Rud also =)
Sorry 0816 coz i kinda leave like immediately after the econs..
yup,
erm,
i promised rud like to watch this movie with him
since like before the hols..
yup,
so i needa go ><
sorry ya ><

Tml,
there'll be so much things happening..
yup..
Jiayou to Ottotto for his maths exam..
coz he'll be missing the exam due to AYG,
Jiayou to NYDB,
for their A DIV race tml..
i love to watch DB race!!
=)
Jiayou!!!
=)
LOL
I'm so excited,
and i'm looking for tml to come =)

Lol.. HuiQuan's answer =)

1. Where and how did we meet?
NYJC, 0816, Level Camp facil (((:

2. How long have you known me?
Since last year March?

3. The last time we saw/talked/chatted/texted each other?
Saw: 2hrs ago
Talked: Still is
Chatted: *heart to heart* 2hrs ago
Text:0.5 hrs ago

4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
oo. weird guy. HAHA!

5. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else(what)?
Stevenn. =D

6. Am I funny?
yaaa, if u want

7. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
Explain why you picked it.
Pikachu, cos its ur nickname that i first saw you

8. If you and I were stranded on an island alone, how?
HENG ARH. LOL i dun wanna be alone

9. Where do you think I will be in 20 years?
married, in msia, with kids (ten) LOL

10. What reminds you of me?
Pikachu

11.Whats my best attribute?
Honesty

12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Yea, but no more le. LOL


Lol.. Just had a long chat with HuiQuan..
LOL..
so Glad..
Thoe stuff that has been stuffed within me like 3 years,
i finally spit it out.
i finally found someone to spit out to..
LOL,
glad man,
i'm so glad and thanks HuiQuan..
Love ya lotzzzzzz
buddy~~
Glad that wat i've told u nv change my image in u..
yet,
u still feel that,
like it's part of my life,
and that's wat make me the person i am now..
Thanks a lot =)
anyway,
question number 8 i was kinda shock..
the answer was like OMG =)
lol..
i like that answer,
anyway,
if that happens,
we can see stars and chat the entire nite.. LOL

Weird Guy..
Hmm..
Definition i think i noe le =)
LOL..
OMG?
u wan me to have 10 kids?
For a football team? x.x
I like Pikachu,
but sad..
Pokemon is not in the trend anymore =)
yet,
i still like Pikachu~~

Love Like there's no tml..

Recently..
in t he midst of this stupid Midyears,
i got back my one motto in life,
and even created another one =)

"Love like there's no tml,
and being loved like u have never been loved.."
this is wat i newly came up with..
i realise,
Love is very essential in our lives..
like,
i feel that,
being loved is such a wonderful thing..
and loving someone is so significant.
it can turn over a lot of things with love,
and if the extremes come in,
it will turn out be negative impacts..
by the way,
that's the motto i'm living with now..
Love,
when u r in a busy life,
u will tend to get carried away in the hustle..
and,
u will not really notice what's happening all around you..
there maybe love flying around,
banging into u,
but u just wun realise..
Like in the midst of midyrs,
i've still hugging ppl,
to show how much i love them =)
even though,
it's kinda weird,
but yet,
in the stress,
when u noe there's some1 that stay by u,
it'll somehow make u stronger..
i love loving ppl..
and i love being love too =)
so,
i should start by loving other ppl..
Love without condition,
and purely from the heart..
=)
yup,
kinda cheem..
but it's the way i'm feeling now..
Dun wanna take things for granted anymore..
everything exists,
i believe is coz of fate..
like a family,
it's Fate,
like frens,
it's Fate..
like everything else..
it's Fate..
yup..
I love my life..

That nite when i was traveling back to Sg,
there was this old lady,
she offered me a home baked bread..
the bread was kinda hard,
not the kind of fluffy bread we get in bakery..
yet,
she just offered me a bread out of no reason..
i was hungry at that point of moment..
and it was so nice to be loved =)
i really like the bread,
and thanks to her,
i dun need to suffer the hunger..
Sometimes,
life is just so cool..
People come into ur life,
just to show wat is love,
and yet,
they maybe insignificant in ur life..
However,
it's this tiny little bit of love,
that makes up everything in this entire Human world..
Cherish,
and notice those who care for u..
those who love u..
=)
that's wat makes this world so beautiful..

And while i was talking to Louis,
i realise wat he said is kinda cool..
i was saying..
"i wonder y ppl dun cherish their lives"
he said,
"aiya, that's good ma..
coz the death god won't be having time to come and take us,
instead he's busy with them lor.. "
Kinda cool..
yet,
Lol,
was another side of view on this world,
this life i'm living..
=)

The next one is
"Nankurunaisa"
I think HQ has taken it as her motto too..
yup,
Nankurunaisa,
a japanese word from the Okinawa islands..
which means,
everything will be all right..
kinda true..
no matter how,
there'll be a solution,
like there'll some way to make a things done..
So,
whenever like we are facing problems,
do sit down and calm ourselves,
to really look into the problems..
there's always a way to solve it..
even though there isn't
time will also come in to help us..
it may take quite a while,
but yet,
it will be done,
as in it will kinda settle the things..
So,
Nankurunaisa..
Do watever we can,
and really the part that we can't control,
it would have been well-arranged..
=)

Cherish,
and live to the fullest =)!!

=)

I'm smiling once again..
yeah..
had nice day spent with Lynette and Louis =)
anyway,
nice chat with them really..
=)
i love the moments when we talk our heart out..
Maybe someday i shd find Hui Quan..
Hm..
i think no nid la..
everyday i'm kinda heart to heart talk with her =)
anyway,
was much better today.
but kinda like irritated my ottotto..
Sorry ya ~~

Hope tml will be a good day~~~!!!
=)

New HairCut...

Hi HQ =)
lol
Hui Quan asks me to start my blog this way =)
anyway,
she gave me the inspiration to blog again,
when i really have nothing in my mind..
thanks =)

Anyway,
i'm still feeling that way..
argh.
i miss something,
i miss some moments,
i miss some places,
i miss someone..
i think that explains all my weird feelings..
eeesh..
i'm kinda emo now..
can't sleep properly..
waking up like 2 hrs interval..
It has been like 2 days... eesh..
argh..
i hope i feel better..
it's hard to detach so suddenly,
when u r so attached to it..
argh..
HQ said i shdn't have done it..
but i think,
i still glad i did it..
coz if not,
a lot of things would not have happen,
and stronger frenship would not have forged...

The onli reason for me to come back hostel is my buddy..
have been leaving him a lone like few days..
Spent some great time with him =)
and really we need to start mugging..
but was irritated by my fringe,
thus i decided to go have a hair cut =)

These are some photos of my new hair cut..
=)
love it a lot..
but it looks kinda weird in the photo..
maybe coz of the angle..
but anyway,
i like it =)
LOL
=)
thus,
i need to set my hair like every day..
if not,
it would look like some mushroom..
x.x

Chatted with Bel, Hui Quan, Danny, and kor kor..
arh..
i felt better...
but i miss them even more..
omg ...
worsening my feeling..
argh..
i'm hungry,
but i dun feel like eating,
i'm bored,
but i dun feel like doing anything..
i just kinda LOST..
really..
argh..
when u lose something so important to u...

anyway,
i hope time would help me heal the feeling i'm having..
I miss u Danny~
I miss u Bel~
I miss u HQ~
I miss u Nic~
I miss kor kor~~
I miss mummy~~
Happy father's day, Daddy~~ Love ya =)

Back to Parry Hell

after a long time in Nic's place,
it's a trauma to come back to hostel..
argh..
kinda feel like..
pissed with this hostel.
and i really miss Tampines..
nice time spent with Nic,
no doubt,
but really,
i hope i could stay a few more days longer..
but if that's so,
i will miss tampines even more,
and feel the hostel like sucking stupid hell..
i'm not quite ok now..
i just feel like crying..
i dun wanna stay in hostel..
i hate hostel life..
CURFEW and shitty rules..
T.T
i really feel like cryin now..
argh..

Thanks Hongzuo.
Thanks Nic.
Just duno why i have this sudden attachment to Nic,
LOL,
before this we haven't really talked,
yet,
i love talking to him coz he always has a diff opinion,
so,
i always learn,
but ya,
this time,
i'm kinda screw his life,
making him unable to sleep well at nite,
ruin his days,
stress out coz of me..
argh..
all these,
sorry ya Nic..
i regretted not hugging u after i got off the van,
coz,
i really wanted to..
but at that point of moment,
ya,
was kinda awkward if i did it,
with ur parents looking =x
but yet,
i regretted,
i shd have done it..
coz it would feel much better..
Thanks Nic,
for letting me stay over,
and i kinda love Tampines..
and those days we spent,
late nite chats,
with our swollen eyes..
and sleepy face on the next days..
i realli gonna miss it..
OMG,
argh..
anyway,
i think
Nic,
u are really blessed..
for such good things u have,
good family..
and,
do cherish it k?
=)
thanks again Nic,
hope u enjoy the BBQ at ur aunt's place..
Hope to really talk to u again,
i really wanna talk to u....

Stay in Singapore =)

Lol..
basically i'm staying in NicTay's house =)
and this is my first time staying over at a Singaporean fren house..
LOL..
it means a lot to me coz,
lol,
1st time mah..
and it is so fun~~

LOL
Nic was like out almost everyday..
busy with his stuff..
made me feel so bad..
And,
he can't sleep well with me around..
ya..
he's not used to it..
and i'm kinda like to shake my legs before i sleep..
so he got kinda affected..
everyday he will be like lack of sleep..
arghh..
sorry Nic =)
even though i've told u a lot of times..
but ya..
it's still affecting ur life..
sleep is kinda important..
even though u told me it's a brand new experience to share bed =)
lol..
anyway,
i'm also learning not to shake my legs =)
anyway,
thanks for being so nice to me =)
thanks for everything Nic..

never really talked to Nic,
apparently..
hm.
we had not much heart to heart talk since we have did it like once..
but ya
we did all the talkings we need to do =)
had nice time with him LOL
and oh ya,
i always give him hugs..
coz can feel that he's kinda empty. =)
hope it helps man~~

I learnt,
that a lot of my close frens dislike me before they truly get know bout me..
OMG!!!
so that means my impressions on them are so darn bad..
T.T
agh..
anyway,
it's not like all la..
but most of my frens do feel that way..
x.x
agh

Thinking of next year..
it would be kinda a new year..
i need to start making new frens again..
ya.. =)
anyway.. i think i'm going back hostel this saturday..
i miss rud..
i also kinda got involve as a middleman of my frens...
who like each other..
and i really wanna wish them well..
jiayou =)
and i'm DOOMED..
i can't finish studying LOL..
but i'll do my bestt =)

1 day.... 1 more day? 1 day left?

Today's the 14th June
tml,
i will be leaving for singapore,
to continue my studies..
2 weeks has passed,
2 weeks i have spent in malaysia..
it's kinda,
fast i shd say..
Fast,
real fast..
i just can't really adapt..
i'm gonna miss my parents,
my brother,
and my frens here..
even though,
we just met this tiny little bit of moment,
it's still very meaningful to me..

not being able to blog,
was because i am always travelling..
and,
argh,
finally,
the day before i leave,
i have this opportunity to blog..
i miss those days,
spent with my family..
Kor was back,
and we are all together..
that kept me wondering,
life could be so perfect,
and yet,
could be so painful..
i love my family..
i really do..
for wat i am today,
it's all thanks to my family..
Daddy,
the caring one,
who always shield me from the rain,
when he fetches me on his bike..
he's good to hug,
he's always buying me breakfast,
he's always helping me in a way or another,
he's always that hot tempered,
and shouted at me..
yet,
daddy,
thanks,
coz u care bout me..
coz u love me..
i duno how to do anything much,
but just hug u before u go to bed,
for tonite...
i bet i will cry tomolo =)
coz i'm already crying now.. T.T

Mummy,
the one that never forgets to show her love for me..
the one who always nag,
always care,
always make sure everything's in place..
Mummy,
i noe,
u like the peaceful moments at home,
i'm sorry if i quarreled with Kor,
i'm sorry if i hurt u..
but i just wan u to noe,
i really love u mummy...
Thanks... mummy =)

Kor..
U r the best brother i've ever had..
Really..
u said,
we are totally different in our appearance,
and sometimes,
it was a joke that i got all the best genes from papa n mama..
but deep in my heart,
i noe,
u were hurt..
it's kinda unfair..
for me to have all the good genes..
sometimes,
i think i'm just too fortunate.
sometimes,
i think,
i take things for granted..
yet,
kor,
u r the best,
u never get jealous,
for this,
u never get jealous for wat i have..
u still wan us to make the promise that,
we are forever the blood related brother..
Indeed,
WE ARE!!
forever brothers..
Kor,
i love u..
sorry for the insensitive times i had..
sorry..
=)
thanks for everything Nii-chan!!

Thanks Abby...
u reminded me,
for wat i wana do..
which is hug those who are dear to me..
when u talked to me..
i realise i haven't hug Kor..
yea,
and i manage to hug him =)
thanks..
for reminding..
=)
thanks for the nice days with u=)
so happy to noe u~~
=) hope to see u again =)

I heard this in the radio the other day..
"There's a gift that cost nothing ( in terms of money ),
but it means a lot.."
It's HUG..
i noe,
that's so true.
i dunno
but i realise hug is very important..
i hug,
when i have nothing much to express..
but onli hug,
can help me tell the person how much i love him/her..
I hugged,
a lot of people this trip..
i do =)
ya,
coz i really treasure u all!!
i love u all!!
=)

Teck Cheong,
sorry,
for not able to chat a lot with u..
but ya,
i hugged u..
it just hooked me back to u..
=)
love ya buddy =)
thanks!!

Yannie, Nic, Mushy,
thanks
for being there..
to comfort me =)

I enjoyed the stars here,
Scorpio,
Southern cross,
bla bla bla..
i enjoyed the moon..
i enjoyed the breeze..
the cool air in Cameron..
i miss these tiny little bits of life..
I treasure my life,
i love my life!!
i can't wait for the next day!!
for a new happy thing to happen..
=)

Happy Birthday RJ!!!
=)

1 more day?
it sounds like i can't wait to go back Sg,
1 day left?
it sounds like i dun feel like leaving my hometown..
It's both actually..
i'm feeling both.
i have this mixed up feelings.
i really feel very unwell..
I'm kinda lost..
argh..
I will definitely cry tml..
mum, dad, kor,
frens,
i miss u all =)
i love u all =)
On the other side,
My Sg frens,
here i come =)

3rd June =)
very long nv blog x.x
nvm, shd start now LOL
anyway,
started with meeting chun yen, eng khai, hua keat, and shun ye on 2nd June,
had dinner with them,
and i taught them bridge LOL
=)
then 3rd of June,
i met MinLi,
was so unexpected,
that she's still so cool..
tot she would be funky and punky.. LOL
That poster she holding,
was the one we win from the movie fest..
ya was so easy LOL..
=)
anyway, we saw Transformer,
which they are like dying,
and maybe disintegrate like any time..LOL
but was quite cool =)
and they can't walk properly.. LOL
=)
then i saw this Feng Yun exhibition,
took down some photo coz it's cool =)

Then i met bunch of them,
from taylor's
who suffer severely from post exam symptoms..
they are all like dying =x
LOL
yet,
they are mua buddies!!
SiewPei,Fred,Kaizia..
Omg,
didn't took photo with fred...
=x
and i realise
they hug me so nicely =)
i love them =)
SiewPei me and Kaizia =)

Then at nite,
i met Christabel
had a great chat with her,
like always
treat her as my sister,
eventhough we hook our hands onto each other,
it's just fren
we know that =)
and i noe Bel's happy that nite
coz we really chatted,
that we really longed for this kinda chat for so long..
was so happy that we can chat for so long...
WAT DA!! nv take photo with u!!!
nvm,
i'm alwiz in ur heart =) buddy..

And then,
Kenny fetch me home =)
and bel too =)
thanks kenny,
nv really talk to u,
but yet,
u help me so much
=)
by sending me home...

Then,
at first,
wanna go to Fred's house,
but in the end,
i went to another fren, Kino's place..
I respect him man..
even though he has faced so much,
his aunt suicided,
and his beloved left him,
within 2 days,
so much unhappy things happening to him,
and,
he manage to stay alive..
even though he sliced his own veins on his wrist..
i saw his happy side,
and now,
he's so down,
i'm so worried for him..
i hope
everything will be fine,
and he would get over it..
I love the song u sent me Kino,
Kiss The Rain..
That's our song,
and it's also very meaningful to me..
I heard it,
and i thought of u,
as well as the day i step down as the 31st Student Council..
I really wanna see u smile again,
i really wanna see u stand up and shine like u use to be..
i really mean it..
i hope,
i wish all the best to u....

Back from KL,
i met up a few frens before i leaving to Penang
This is the photo we took..
had a great time talking to u all =)
Love ya lotz man!! xD
Seong Jin and I
Wan Xiu, mua buddy and I
Ai May and I
Zhi Han and I =)
The Girls~~
xD

Penang Trip~~
Took this 2 photo when i am at Batu Ferringhi beach...
I love the nature,
and i really love the lapping sound of the sea water onto the sea shore..
It's just so soothing,
and so nice..
I really love those days i went to the sea with XueYen =)
chatting all day long there =)
I took some photo there with Papa and Mama..

Woo hoo..
went shopping sia =)
i bought the bottom suit.. LOL
wanted to buy checkers pants,
but cannot find in Msia..
yawns..
but i hope i look good LOL xD


And here..
i present to u my cheeky cousin =)
Don't u think she's cute?
=)
LOL miss those times i spent with mua cousins =)

My blog is so long =x
should end somewhere here..
but oops,
i took a few photo of the nice moon..
Was very beautiful..
and i love Mother Nature =)
I enjoy myself so so so much..
i really do...
xD
i love what i have!!!
=)

It's just so good to be loved =)
love,
like u dun have a chance anymore,
and being loved,
like noone else will ever love u again..
Then,
u will learn to love and being loved by others =)
nitez,
My dear Universe~~

Long Nite..

Lol..
This night,
was so tiring,
i yawned like so many time..
online chatting,
wanted to play RO,
but ya,
i have 2 ppl who kept me up for so long,
HuiQuan,
Derrick..

Quite cool..
coz kinda really able to chat with Hui Quan,
bout how we really feel,
bout all the stuff that has been kept within us,
and we shared to each other..
it's was so rewarding,
so comforting
so happy,
to know
that,
u always have some1 to support u..
Hui Quan,
i wasn't there for lotz of time,
really,
ya,
u still insist,
i did try to be there..
and,
thanks,
sorry if i somehow neglect u or how u feel,
but this bond we build,
is permanent,
Buddy Forever =)

Derrick,
Lol,
Cute guy here,
keep me away like the whole nite,
thanks man,
dunno how to really express myself even more,
i dunno how u manage to do that,
but really thanks
for accompanying me,
for being frank,
for chatting with me for so long..
really thanks..
till i see u again =)
LOL,
take care and have fun!!

xD

Before Departure =)

Today,
i got another new song..
Monkey Majik - Aishiteru..
It's damn nice..
Just listen it =)
coz it's jus goddamn nice =)

Hmm.. had nice chat with lou,
Lou,
always brings me to the different world,
the feeling he gave me is always different,
like today,
we can talk bout cat,
we can like sit by the reservoir,
and just chat bout msia,
bout the days he in msia,
and my msia early days..
i really love u man,
louis,
u r the best =)
lol
u always give me different feelings towards the world..
can seem so evil,
so disheartening,
or even so natural,
so beautiful,
and so wonderful..
thanks lou,
love ya lotz!!

Chat with Derrick.. lol
kinda weird conversation we had =)
lol
but it was fun =)
xD

hmm.
it's time to go back to msia,
of coz,
i miss all my frens here in sg,
and of coz,
i look forward to my frens in msia..
this feeling is just so contradicting..
and i really feel i just dunno la..
maybe,
it's time to go back,
to see papa mama korkor and frens
=)
so my sg frens,
wait for me to come back k?
msia frens,
here i come,
cherish the short times we have ya..

Rud says he's not sleeping but he's asleep LOL
=)

and i can't wait to go back,
and i can't bear to leave...
LOL
xD

This is a small bag that rj gave me
say it's like a charm
to keep me save home,
had a nice chat with her,
and shall continue at 5 am LOL,
yup,
it's a home,
that means for me to go home,
and an "S" that's for me Stevenn!! xD
Thanks RJ
even u said it's the worst,
lol,
i still like it,
it's the heart that matters =)