=)

Mood: contented... Emo...

woke up like 1am plus,
maybe coz i'm hungry =x
anyway,
was a very nice day today,
even though at first i was filled with worries..
then again,
i was prepared to face it..

i realise,
i misses home..
home-cooked food,
suddenly,
it reminds me of kor poh, mummy and daddy..
who always take care of my meal..
sometimes,
i miss home,
but,
wat more can i do?
it's quite lonely here,
like deep inside,
there's always this black hole that devour me,
mostly during my saddest moment,
and i noe a lot of my frens are beside,
to be there for me..
but yup,
i'm sorry if i'm still feeling like tat,
coz i couldn't help it..
it just affects me so much..
coz i miss home..
thanks eddie,
for bringing food to school..
i really appreciate it a lot,
class sharing,
class laughter,
class bonding..
and of coz,
reminds me of home..
it seems like those are the few times i ate home cooked food,
from a Singaporean friend,
even though Louis has invited me once,
and i had it at Nic's place..
and these food just bring so much memories,
i misses a lot of things,
people,
moments...

I wonder how's kor poh,
where have u been..
and i nv ever see u any more in my life..
the image of u,
is fading away..
is it a good thing?
i dun think so..
i miss u a lot..
i really do..
i miss the moments i kiss u on ur cheek,
and u caress my forehead until i go to sleep..
i miss the moments u gave me money,
and of coz those moments u nag at me..
i miss all the hugs u gave me,
sense of touch,
and all the love u gave me..
it's been 5 years..
and the day u left us,
was sometime around this year..
i still remember that sight u lie on ur bed,
i was hoping u to breathe once again,
i really do...
i regretted,
for not showing u how much i love u..
i'm so sorry..
i hope u noe,
i love u forever and always..
and time,
pls do not erase these memories of me and kor poh..
pls dun take away that last image i have on her..

Sometimes,
i think i take things for granted..
i dunno how to appreciate it..
Danny,
who once accompany me to Clarke Quay for chats,
has now gone back to Hong Kong..
how could this be?
i miss him so much,
miss those moments we booze,
those moments we bullshit,
and those moments of company..
=)
Happy Birthday my dear Brother!!
=)

Thanks HuiQuan for the ice-cream..
like it has been quite a while since we had ice-cream,
think it was during the exam period when our moods flung like hell..
then again,
these are the moments we shared,
and i really love this moments..
thanks for bringing smiles into my life,
and grace my life as u walk through it..
thanks..




I now learnt that people are reading my blog..
especially my close frens..
i'm sorry if i out-poured too much emotions,
but then again,
for u to read my blog,
u r already my close friends.
sometimes,
i think i gave the link,
but i don't expect u to read,
yet,
i noe,
u r reading..
sorry..