Happy Birthday Zhi Han

Mood: Gratitute, Missing something, Cherishing..

Happy Birthday Zhi Han!!
=)
hmm..
i can't remember since when we talked..
=)
but then again,
happy birthday,
and enjoy ur birthday!!
Love u lotz.. =)

Suddenly,
i heard that Zhu Lao Shi from Chong Cheng Primary School has passed away,
due to accident,
2 weeks ago..
omg,
it's so heart-aching,
even though she's not close to me,
even though she never really taught me,
then again,
it's still,
heart aching..
to hear that..
Rest in Peace..

T.T
Suddenly,
i misses all my secondary school friend..
Life is getting more realistic,
more and more harsh things happening,
more and more unpleasant things are going on,
and,
it's not like last time,
we sit don't and talk,
and stomped out after that,
and then still gets angry.
Last time,
i'm the one who's always so pissed off,
so irritated,
due to me being over sensitive..
i noe,
but now,
i'm still over sensitive,
but i noe what's to me to bother,
and what's for me not to..
sometimes,
some things are not within our control,
and if that's the case,
let it be,
it would be destined to be what it want to be,
however,
if i could try to change the entire ending of the episode,
i would do so..
=)
I looked through the photos i've taken with all of u last time,
during my secondary school days,
in school,
during Leo Investiture,
during Leo programmes,
during the trips,
and during the moments we took..
OMG,
it's so damn beautiful,
those sincere smile,
those wonderful moments,
i just dunno how to describe any further..

Here in Sg,
i always envy them,
having secondary school class outing,
Orientation group outing,
secondary school CCA outing..
and so forth..
ya,
it's so easy to get in touch in singapore,
it's so small,
and everyone just need to put a bit effort to really come out,
spend some time,
and it's just so fun..
i'm kinda sad,
coz i'm so far apart from u all,
even for any outing,
i wouldn't be able to make it..
and,
i miss all of u..
i really do..
everytime i heard of outings for secondary school,
it just flashes those faces..
i really miss those times,
our outing are so cheapo..
like go out eat Roti Canai,
not even a proper McDonald's meal,
which is so goddamn expensive to us that time
=)
those chats by the beach..
heart to heart talks,
trash out moments,
emo-ing by the beach and stuff..
of coz,
the moments during graduation ceremony,
camps,
in class,
Leo programmes..
and Trips..
those are the wonderful memories.
Thank you my secondary school friends..
i'm really grateful to have all of u..
miss all of u,
and remember to take care + keep in touch..
coz life's unpredictable....