Happy Birthday to me =)

Guess,
it's juz another year has passed,
and another step closer to death?

LOL..
anyway,
it's another usual b'day,
not much celebration,
not those i've wanted..
*erm, dun feel bad k?
juz my real thoughts*

I've been able to give surprises to my frens,
during their birthday,
coz that's what i've always wanted for myself,
sometimes,
things we wanted,
that's the push we could plan for someone else dear to us,
there's the passion,
there's the thought,
and there's the love..

Saying im fine without presents,
probably is fake,
who does not wish to have presents?
haha,
wat to do?
blame myself for the bad timings,
and wat i would love to have,
wat present i would like,
it's kinda obvious =)
but then again,
everyone's too busy to notice,
and this year,
guess it's the most pathetic of all,
1 present =s
guess,
the hardwork of this lovely present,
is the most valuable present for my twenteen birthday..

Was all alone for the entire day,
shopping,
visit to temple,
travelling around,
until i had movie with my god-siblings,
guess,
everyone's juz so busy,
guess,
it's jus a bad timing for my birthday,
wat to do?

says i enjoyed my birthday,
nah,
not really,
coz all the time was alone,
but for the last part for dinner movie and starbucks,
guess,
that's the highlight for my own birthday,
papa and mama,
also forgot i guess,
=)
a lot of my frens also forgot,
even my house mates nv notice =x
nah,
am fine with it..
im juz
borned
in
a
wrong
time
=x

anyway,
i was prepared for this birthday,
coz everyone's busy=)
nah,
am fine with it,
glad my god-siblings are around,
and glad that the small celebration occurred,
and thanks for the day =)

Happy birthday Stevenn =)