aihz

i cried,
like finally,
S.E.N.S songs are really,
touching my heart deeply,
spur out this emotions,
and i think it's better for me to cry.

thinking again,
another quiet b'day,
am i really used to it?
or i actually hope for something for my bday?
B'day has nv been important to my parents,
and they have not been a proper birthday,
coz we dun usually celebrate.
I hope to have a gathering,
to have lotz of present,
but all this are juz mere imagination and hopes.
guess,
a quiet b'day again,
guess im prepared for it..

I feel so cheated,
and i really dun feel like doing anything,
im like so so so so out of mind.
i noe i shd be strong to carry on.
im picking myself up.
worry not.
i juz hope u dun read these.