Cheated..

Maybe,
whatever that keeps pushing me has gone,
and it juz broke me twice..
i got cheated..

Aldo,
i've put in my passion,
n juz,
u told me that,
i could not get my own pair of shoes,
even if i work 6 months,
i won't be able to get the shoes..
U juz broke my momentum,
that is wat has been pushing me all the while,
and now,
it seems pointless..

And u,
i juz realise,
i got cheated,
like all the while..
maybe wat she say is true,
u came back for a reason.
even if u were to take advantage of me,
guess i juz owe u in my previous life.
i regretted asking,
i almost break down and cry,
tears are running,
and i noe it was all the past,
and i should not even ask,
and just let it kept as a beautiful memory between u and me.
Apparently,
it was one-sided,
and u juz played on,
by cheating me,
and faked to me..
guess wat?
now i understand y u didn't dare to see me..
and everything juz linked up..
im utterly upset.
and im really sad..
thanks though,
for playing the role so well..