I have not updated myself in da blog..
Hmm.
apparently,
everything is so good...
and,
yea,
my phone is like dead..
Sms-es is like so rare,
and,
i changed my phone number somemore...
Hmm..
being at home is so wonderful..
i miss home,
and soon i will leave my home again
Argh..
and now i am asked to host a japanese girl
and i really hope,
i would spend more time with my family..
Mum and Dad
misses me so so so so much,
even im in KL for just 2nd day,
mummy feels lonely..
I noe how she feels,
the emptiness,
the feeling of not productive,
and mum and dad,
i always love you =)
Dear kor kor,
i had a nice chat with you..
Over the dinner just now,
i'm so sorry i can't help u to destress,
and i noe u r very stressed,
i really hope,
u at least love what you are doing,
at least the passion will drive you on,
and i hope,
u take care yourself,
take proper meals,
and have proper rest..
Heard what u said juz now,
was so touching,
and very considerate,
but im so sorry,
coz i dun earn any income.
I will save some of my income.
nii-chan
watashiga anatawo daisuki desu =)
Dear Quan,
hmm,
guess u have been checking my blog kinda often to see anything for you.
Im so sorry for the late replies,
the lots of promises to on9 that were unfulfilled.
Im sorry..
i have lotz of things to do,
to spend time with mua family,
to catch up with my frens,
to talk things out to my parents,
travelling...
arh...
Im so so so sorry..
=)
i miss ya too =)
and i really wish to go back,
but at the same time stay at home,
this feeling,
ARH
im so tired of this feeling,
trapped between both sides..
ARgh..
but yup,
guess i'll be back to sg real soon,
to work,
and to really work,
and i hope to keep myself busy,
like doing 2 part time works and earn a little more..
x.x
anyway,
i miss the times we studied in NLB Esplanade,
the little times we set up walls,
the long yet short journey to and fro the library,
the times spent on shopping for prom,
and a lot of a lot of tiny little times we spent chatting to each other.
=)
miss ya lotz,
buddy~~
Dear Rud,
im so missing u too..
i noe u dun read my blog,
but still,
i miss the times we played game,
eat noodles,
and the last few moments we really cherished.
Condolescence to ur family upon ur grandma's death,
and take care yourself,
i'll be missing you and see u in feb =)
Dear 0816,
it's my pride when i speak of u all in msia,
how bonded a class could be,
how supportive a class could be,
how wonderful a class could be,
how amazing u people are to me..
Thanks,
and i really gonna miss the times spent with u all...
I hope,
i really do hope,
we would at least meet up at least once a year,
and have a real big chat..
Please live on the 0816 spirit,
and let it burn till the end of our lives..
=)
Dear councilors,
i'm so glad being part of the family,
and i've really grown so so so much,
because of the times we spent together,
making mistakes,
amending them,
and then settle them.
I've learnt to see life differently,
due to the fact that we are all people with different characteristic.
I love and miss the times spent with u all =)
31st,
forever =)
Dear Default
eventhough we are from various parts of Msia,
eventually,
we are fated to be together for this short time period.
Im sorry for not being able to be there for all the times,
but still i cherish the things we had done..
thanks =)
Ultimately,
i miss my life in Sg,
and i love my life now,
being in Sitiawan,
where should i go when i'm trapped in between?
Confused
Venn~
Wednesday, December 16
Monday, December 7
My 2nd Departure
I wonder,
this time,
how will i be..
In fact,
i know i will break down totally..
Im sad,
to leave this place,
even though the stress,
even though the sucky hostel,
even though the depression i felt,
even all the bad things happening over here..
i am sad to leave..
Thinking of it,
Some has left,
some haven't..
And next would be me..
im gonna miss all the times in Singapore..
"They are gonna ostracize you"
that's wat my senior told me bout singaporean..
But in fact,
i nv even encounter it at all..
And i noe,
all i have over here is,
my foreign frens..
Not my parents,
not my hometown frens,
just all my new frens..
Sometimes,
thinking back,
i regret,
for not doing some of the things i could have done better,
for some of the things i ignored coz of my tiredness..
Im sorry if i hadn't put in my best-est effort,
but really,
i regret..
Recently,
the saddest thing for me,
is,
my class,
Council,
and Rud..
I wonder,
wat's wrong with me..
maybe i just love all of them to the max..
Attended prom,
Had stay-over after prom,
wasn't full strength,
but still,
it's so touching,
to see everyone so happy..
My dear classmates,
im so sorry,
for being so irritating at times,
for being so insensitive at times..
But i hope,
my existence in the class has in a way or another,
change the mood of the class,
change the impression of a malaysian,
change the thoughts in ur life,
change the strength of ur heart..
I kept thinking,
of all places,
i get into Singapore,
and of all JCs,
i got Nanyang,
and of all classes,
i got 0816,
and of all people,
it's none other than the 23 + 1 of u guys..
really,
i felt so lucky,
and blessed,
to really have such a class...
"People come and go in your life"
"People come into ur life for a reason.."
I hope,
i fulfilled my reason in ur life..
I dun think that this is the end,
but i cant be too optimistic to say that we will always be as close as now..
I noe this will gonna drift us away,
due to different spaces,
different lives,
different times,
different socialising circles,
and different expectation.
I just hope that we could have a yearly outing,
and really really keep this bonded class together..
I forgot since when,
i state that i have 2 families in Singapore,
1 is 31st council,
and the other one is 0816..
Thanks guys..
really,
i have not been so loved in a class,
so being pampered,
so being accepted for who i am..
Thanks a lot..
My dear class,
could we try our best to keep in touch,
and at least,
increase the half-life of the decay of our frenship?
=)
i have faith in all of us..
The ONE AND ONLY 0816..
Council,
my dear 31st..
For all the things we had gone through,
for everything that we had suffered together,
that we have laughed together..
we will miss it..
and i know we are kinda drifting away,
but yet,
we are still one,
ONE AND ONLY 31st
Rud.
my Most wonderful buddy in singapore,
my most wonderful soulmate..
Thanks for everything,
for all the strength and courage u give me,
for all the encouragement and listening ears,
for all the care and concern u gave me,
for all the love a buddy could give,
thanks..
and im so gonna miss u..
this time,
how will i be..
In fact,
i know i will break down totally..
Im sad,
to leave this place,
even though the stress,
even though the sucky hostel,
even though the depression i felt,
even all the bad things happening over here..
i am sad to leave..
Thinking of it,
Some has left,
some haven't..
And next would be me..
im gonna miss all the times in Singapore..
"They are gonna ostracize you"
that's wat my senior told me bout singaporean..
But in fact,
i nv even encounter it at all..
And i noe,
all i have over here is,
my foreign frens..
Not my parents,
not my hometown frens,
just all my new frens..
Sometimes,
thinking back,
i regret,
for not doing some of the things i could have done better,
for some of the things i ignored coz of my tiredness..
Im sorry if i hadn't put in my best-est effort,
but really,
i regret..
Recently,
the saddest thing for me,
is,
my class,
Council,
and Rud..
I wonder,
wat's wrong with me..
maybe i just love all of them to the max..
Attended prom,
Had stay-over after prom,
wasn't full strength,
but still,
it's so touching,
to see everyone so happy..
My dear classmates,
im so sorry,
for being so irritating at times,
for being so insensitive at times..
But i hope,
my existence in the class has in a way or another,
change the mood of the class,
change the impression of a malaysian,
change the thoughts in ur life,
change the strength of ur heart..
I kept thinking,
of all places,
i get into Singapore,
and of all JCs,
i got Nanyang,
and of all classes,
i got 0816,
and of all people,
it's none other than the 23 + 1 of u guys..
really,
i felt so lucky,
and blessed,
to really have such a class...
"People come and go in your life"
"People come into ur life for a reason.."
I hope,
i fulfilled my reason in ur life..
I dun think that this is the end,
but i cant be too optimistic to say that we will always be as close as now..
I noe this will gonna drift us away,
due to different spaces,
different lives,
different times,
different socialising circles,
and different expectation.
I just hope that we could have a yearly outing,
and really really keep this bonded class together..
I forgot since when,
i state that i have 2 families in Singapore,
1 is 31st council,
and the other one is 0816..
Thanks guys..
really,
i have not been so loved in a class,
so being pampered,
so being accepted for who i am..
Thanks a lot..
My dear class,
could we try our best to keep in touch,
and at least,
increase the half-life of the decay of our frenship?
=)
i have faith in all of us..
The ONE AND ONLY 0816..
Council,
my dear 31st..
For all the things we had gone through,
for everything that we had suffered together,
that we have laughed together..
we will miss it..
and i know we are kinda drifting away,
but yet,
we are still one,
ONE AND ONLY 31st
Rud.
my Most wonderful buddy in singapore,
my most wonderful soulmate..
Thanks for everything,
for all the strength and courage u give me,
for all the encouragement and listening ears,
for all the care and concern u gave me,
for all the love a buddy could give,
thanks..
and im so gonna miss u..
My Life = Passenger of MRT
hi again,
these few days,
it's kinda emo period,
and that's all tat need to break me down
DEPARTURE
this will be the 2nd time of departure..
i know this will be so much harder than the first..
Was thinking,
life is so like an MRT,
and im like a passenger.
Thinking back,
it's so true..
Im like a passenger..
Some people come into my life,
some people get out of my life,
in the middle of my ride.
Some get off,
and hop on at another station..
Some in the MRT made an impact,
that can let me feel so touched,
made me learn..
Some in the MRT create anger,
frustration,
by not showing Care..
Sometimes,
it's a pleasant journey,
sometimes,
it's a sad journey,
and sometimes,
it's a happy journey..
Sometimes,
i dun wanna see some people in the MRT,
sometimes,
i just can't wait to see the person in my life again..
MRT could stuck in the middle of the track,
showing life would be so mundane some times,
and some may even accelerate,
so fast that we could not even catch its pace..
these few days,
it's kinda emo period,
and that's all tat need to break me down
DEPARTURE
this will be the 2nd time of departure..
i know this will be so much harder than the first..
Was thinking,
life is so like an MRT,
and im like a passenger.
Thinking back,
it's so true..
Im like a passenger..
Some people come into my life,
some people get out of my life,
in the middle of my ride.
Some get off,
and hop on at another station..
Some in the MRT made an impact,
that can let me feel so touched,
made me learn..
Some in the MRT create anger,
frustration,
by not showing Care..
Sometimes,
it's a pleasant journey,
sometimes,
it's a sad journey,
and sometimes,
it's a happy journey..
Sometimes,
i dun wanna see some people in the MRT,
sometimes,
i just can't wait to see the person in my life again..
MRT could stuck in the middle of the track,
showing life would be so mundane some times,
and some may even accelerate,
so fast that we could not even catch its pace..
Friday, November 20
Sigh
What d heck man?
Sometimes,
life just don't come it the way we want it..
yup,
totally agree,
but i noe i can make a difference,
coz what i believe,
and what i trusted so much,
is destiny..
Being fatalistic,
in fact,
really allow me to love my life like damn lot..
Heard complaints bout Econs,
no matter how hard it was,
and everything is over,
what could we even do to change the exam script?
Nothing..
And this led to thoughts like wasting time in Sg,
and stuffs like accepting the decision of being tortured by such pressurising education system,
but to me,
i noe that's my destiny..
of coz i've thought of these,
of coz i felt the way,
but then again,
i still love my life,
for wat it brings to me,
i noe,
tat's for a reason,
for wat im doing,
it's just fated..
Was raining while i walk home,
yup,
was heavy,
called u,
like always,
u nv reply my call..
In the end,
i rather not call u anymore,
coz we had an argument just becoz of asking u to fetch me the other day..
since tat's so hard,
i felt that,
what's frenship?
isn't it obvious why i call u in this rain?
and what u could do was,
not even a call,
of coz not there with an umbrella for me..
What u did was just a message,
with text " ? "
Wat else could u do?
Im actually very very disappointed..
I noe u saw me totally wet,
i dun wanna talk much to u,
i noe these things need not need to say..
yesterday i came back by then's car,
and i still call u to ensure u have an umbrella,
and that's what u can do for me?
Im,
disappointed.
Another incident,
ya,
my dear fren over there,
haha,
"i dun like it when i need to fake a smile...
and act as like nothing's wrong"
thanks man,
Thanks for being so fake..
Now i noe how u think,
now,
i noe why u hav such problems u used to complain to me..
ur frens are just tired of u..
and i am too..
U ain't putting effort,
U ain't doing anything,
and u hope the frenship will live on?
Dream..
Thanks man,
now i noe what's in ur mind..
Since u need to fake,
might as well don't smile!!
Whatever man!
Hahaha..
I accepted u for all ur attitude,
and just small things,
and i wasn't the person who scoffed at ur junior,
and u blame me for taking sides,
when im listening to both sides..
As u wish la..
Like it ur way,
i've foresee this frenship to end,
but nv expected it would be this way,
Thanks for ending the pain..
U take care and live on ya..
And thanks for everything,
especially the stay u provided to me..
Im so sorry i'm just too tired,
of being the one saving frenship,
while u sit there and do nothing,
but just complaining about
"Eww.. feel so fake to smile.."
Grow up!!
And u r going into the society,
things dun happen the way u want it to be..
With this kind of "PRINCE" attitude,
i doubt u will even survive,
all u can do is just grunt..
In the meantime,
i've got this new fren,
not really new,
but just got close to him like recently..
he expects nothing much,
even today i asked him whether U're back,
and eventually,
this new fren even care more than U do..
he still asks where am i,
and whether i need an umbrella,
and he wouldn't mind to come and fetch me..
u?
Thanks for that "?"
ya..
tat's wat u call buddy..
Sometimes,
relationship,
we needa let it go,
it doesn't happen the way we want,
coz it's 2-sided,
and i can only give my best,
and up to u..
im sorry to be frank,
But i was pissed off with both the YOUs..
Sometimes,
life just don't come it the way we want it..
yup,
totally agree,
but i noe i can make a difference,
coz what i believe,
and what i trusted so much,
is destiny..
Being fatalistic,
in fact,
really allow me to love my life like damn lot..
Heard complaints bout Econs,
no matter how hard it was,
and everything is over,
what could we even do to change the exam script?
Nothing..
And this led to thoughts like wasting time in Sg,
and stuffs like accepting the decision of being tortured by such pressurising education system,
but to me,
i noe that's my destiny..
of coz i've thought of these,
of coz i felt the way,
but then again,
i still love my life,
for wat it brings to me,
i noe,
tat's for a reason,
for wat im doing,
it's just fated..
Was raining while i walk home,
yup,
was heavy,
called u,
like always,
u nv reply my call..
In the end,
i rather not call u anymore,
coz we had an argument just becoz of asking u to fetch me the other day..
since tat's so hard,
i felt that,
what's frenship?
isn't it obvious why i call u in this rain?
and what u could do was,
not even a call,
of coz not there with an umbrella for me..
What u did was just a message,
with text " ? "
Wat else could u do?
Im actually very very disappointed..
I noe u saw me totally wet,
i dun wanna talk much to u,
i noe these things need not need to say..
yesterday i came back by then's car,
and i still call u to ensure u have an umbrella,
and that's what u can do for me?
Im,
disappointed.
Another incident,
ya,
my dear fren over there,
haha,
"i dun like it when i need to fake a smile...
and act as like nothing's wrong"
thanks man,
Thanks for being so fake..
Now i noe how u think,
now,
i noe why u hav such problems u used to complain to me..
ur frens are just tired of u..
and i am too..
U ain't putting effort,
U ain't doing anything,
and u hope the frenship will live on?
Dream..
Thanks man,
now i noe what's in ur mind..
Since u need to fake,
might as well don't smile!!
Whatever man!
Hahaha..
I accepted u for all ur attitude,
and just small things,
and i wasn't the person who scoffed at ur junior,
and u blame me for taking sides,
when im listening to both sides..
As u wish la..
Like it ur way,
i've foresee this frenship to end,
but nv expected it would be this way,
Thanks for ending the pain..
U take care and live on ya..
And thanks for everything,
especially the stay u provided to me..
Im so sorry i'm just too tired,
of being the one saving frenship,
while u sit there and do nothing,
but just complaining about
"Eww.. feel so fake to smile.."
Grow up!!
And u r going into the society,
things dun happen the way u want it to be..
With this kind of "PRINCE" attitude,
i doubt u will even survive,
all u can do is just grunt..
In the meantime,
i've got this new fren,
not really new,
but just got close to him like recently..
he expects nothing much,
even today i asked him whether U're back,
and eventually,
this new fren even care more than U do..
he still asks where am i,
and whether i need an umbrella,
and he wouldn't mind to come and fetch me..
u?
Thanks for that "?"
ya..
tat's wat u call buddy..
Sometimes,
relationship,
we needa let it go,
it doesn't happen the way we want,
coz it's 2-sided,
and i can only give my best,
and up to u..
im sorry to be frank,
But i was pissed off with both the YOUs..
Tuesday, November 17
Stressed..
It has been a stressful period..
Indeed,
A levels is stressful..
Yup,
i cried today,
after so much things on my shoulder,
and i cried coz i miss home...
after so much things happening over here,
what i could really miss is home..
i've never had this feelings before,
never ever loved my home so much..
what im hoping now is,
go home and spend lotz of time with my family..
now it's like 0019,
and im so stressed up...
Lotz of think cocked up,
lotz of things fucked up..
yet,
that's much more for me to learn,
much more for me to endure..
i'm losing my momentum on this A's..
and it's freaking tiring..
how i wish it would be over like real soon..
Days were so different from SPM..
where i slacked off nearly all the paper,
as i was too complacent..
I made my own cheesecake with munkit and quang,
i love my sweet stuff..
i bought myself a new slippers =)
i love it like hell lot...
=)
im loving each and everyday,
and my days are gonna end soon in singapore..
Im gonna miss NYJC,
Esplanade library,
Oldham hall,
Sentosa,
ECP,
MRTs,
and of coz Parry hall..
arh,
days are like gonna end soon,
and it's time to pack myself up to the next stage of life,
wonder what will happen when i reach the end of my life..
where will i go?
what will happen?
really,
im freaking out just by thinking bout that..
everyone will be forgotten someday,
and what's gonna happen?
im scared..
i love those dear to me,
i dun wanna take them for granted,
and im giving my best to them..
Yet,
sometimes,
i feel like being taken for granted,
am fine with that,
but please do not go overboard,
as this is the sensitive period that we all will break down very easily..
I cried,
coz i realise my frens are not that expressive,
and im just too tired to figure out..
Eventually,
im at fault..
sorry..
Arh..
anyway,
exams are bad,
and stress is devouring everyone...
i love Table tennis,
and jiayou Zhen Ting,
though i nv really spend time with u..
hope,
u will made the correct decision,
and hope u have a bright future,
All the best..
Thanks world for wonderful days everyday..
I love my life,
thanks to u who plans every single bits and pieces of my life...
thanks..
Indeed,
A levels is stressful..
Yup,
i cried today,
after so much things on my shoulder,
and i cried coz i miss home...
after so much things happening over here,
what i could really miss is home..
i've never had this feelings before,
never ever loved my home so much..
what im hoping now is,
go home and spend lotz of time with my family..
now it's like 0019,
and im so stressed up...
Lotz of think cocked up,
lotz of things fucked up..
yet,
that's much more for me to learn,
much more for me to endure..
i'm losing my momentum on this A's..
and it's freaking tiring..
how i wish it would be over like real soon..
Days were so different from SPM..
where i slacked off nearly all the paper,
as i was too complacent..
I made my own cheesecake with munkit and quang,
i love my sweet stuff..
i bought myself a new slippers =)
i love it like hell lot...
=)
im loving each and everyday,
and my days are gonna end soon in singapore..
Im gonna miss NYJC,
Esplanade library,
Oldham hall,
Sentosa,
ECP,
MRTs,
and of coz Parry hall..
arh,
days are like gonna end soon,
and it's time to pack myself up to the next stage of life,
wonder what will happen when i reach the end of my life..
where will i go?
what will happen?
really,
im freaking out just by thinking bout that..
everyone will be forgotten someday,
and what's gonna happen?
im scared..
i love those dear to me,
i dun wanna take them for granted,
and im giving my best to them..
Yet,
sometimes,
i feel like being taken for granted,
am fine with that,
but please do not go overboard,
as this is the sensitive period that we all will break down very easily..
I cried,
coz i realise my frens are not that expressive,
and im just too tired to figure out..
Eventually,
im at fault..
sorry..
Arh..
anyway,
exams are bad,
and stress is devouring everyone...
i love Table tennis,
and jiayou Zhen Ting,
though i nv really spend time with u..
hope,
u will made the correct decision,
and hope u have a bright future,
All the best..
Thanks world for wonderful days everyday..
I love my life,
thanks to u who plans every single bits and pieces of my life...
thanks..
Saturday, November 14
Songs i loved.... =)
圆缘圈
手牵着手
我们共围个圈
圈中又圈
圈着我们的心
心牵着心
我们共画个圈
圈中又圈
为生命画圆
相聚是缘 完美是缘
让完美的缘能变得更圆
让我们感谢父母恩情
让我们圆缘
惜缘是圆 一切随缘
当你遇到挫折切莫忘记
我们彼此还拥有这份
最圆的缘
当岁月在考验我们
记得为彼此画圈
把彼此的圈画得更圆
圈着彼此的缘
团圆
一个人孤孤单单走到海角天边
偶尔想从前回味成长的酸和甜
多希望有一天能再轻抚你的脸
再多的辛苦
披星戴月
心甘情愿
全世界
走一遍
不枉来人间兜一圈
梦可以
很遥远
狂风暴雨都不改变
全世界
心相连
用爱围一个大圈圈
梦就算
再遥远
心里有家就会团圆
手牵着手
我们共围个圈
圈中又圈
圈着我们的心
心牵着心
我们共画个圈
圈中又圈
为生命画圆
相聚是缘 完美是缘
让完美的缘能变得更圆
让我们感谢父母恩情
让我们圆缘
惜缘是圆 一切随缘
当你遇到挫折切莫忘记
我们彼此还拥有这份
最圆的缘
当岁月在考验我们
记得为彼此画圈
把彼此的圈画得更圆
圈着彼此的缘
团圆
一个人孤孤单单走到海角天边
偶尔想从前回味成长的酸和甜
多希望有一天能再轻抚你的脸
再多的辛苦
披星戴月
心甘情愿
全世界
走一遍
不枉来人间兜一圈
梦可以
很遥远
狂风暴雨都不改变
全世界
心相连
用爱围一个大圈圈
梦就算
再遥远
心里有家就会团圆
Thursday, November 5
Midst of Preparation for As..
Now,
i noe how korkor feels..
how stressful the education could be in singapore.
Im tired of this last lap..
im putting my effort,
my best effort,
but still,
i cannot do much..
im so weak..
"This is the last leg of the race, Charge on all the way!"
Marky sent me this with a chocolate biscuit..
How sweet that is..
really,
im touched,
by what this tiny little things people are giving me at this moment..
Thanks a lot,
all my friends..
Quan,
thanks for everything,
calming me down,
baring with my angst,
and every single frustration u get from me..
im sorry..
really,
thanks for everything,
all the accompany,
and all the encouragement..
Thanks a lot...
Eddie,
wonderful buddy u r there,
was just joking bout having dinner over at ur place,
immediately u would wanna call ur mom to prepare some extra for us..
Thanks eddie,
for being so accommodating..
Yannie,
thanks for all the things u helped me,
especially in maths..
and every thing else..
MingSze,
for the mahjongs,
swimming plans and everything,
thanks,
for even offering the place for us to study..
Matthew,
for those funny looks u gave us,
for studying together..
Evelyn,
arh.. thanks for studying with me..
i hope u r more confident..
and jiayou..
Rud,
for always being there for me..
i thank u for the care u've always given me..
In this midst of preparation,
im so sorry coz i've like having some friendship drifting further away from me..
Fear has crippled all over me..
SPM was a piece of cake coz i know im coming here...
A levels determines everything..
and im scared..
really freaking out..
i hope i would feel this way like so much earlier
so i could do much more..
but whatever it is..
im glad for whatever happened
and i will do my best
for eveyrthing now on..
really..
thanks for all the supports..
Thanks for everything..
Venn here,
still doing fine,
and im still loving my life,
forever i hope =)
i noe how korkor feels..
how stressful the education could be in singapore.
Im tired of this last lap..
im putting my effort,
my best effort,
but still,
i cannot do much..
im so weak..
"This is the last leg of the race, Charge on all the way!"
Marky sent me this with a chocolate biscuit..
How sweet that is..
really,
im touched,
by what this tiny little things people are giving me at this moment..
Thanks a lot,
all my friends..
Quan,
thanks for everything,
calming me down,
baring with my angst,
and every single frustration u get from me..
im sorry..
really,
thanks for everything,
all the accompany,
and all the encouragement..
Thanks a lot...
Eddie,
wonderful buddy u r there,
was just joking bout having dinner over at ur place,
immediately u would wanna call ur mom to prepare some extra for us..
Thanks eddie,
for being so accommodating..
Yannie,
thanks for all the things u helped me,
especially in maths..
and every thing else..
MingSze,
for the mahjongs,
swimming plans and everything,
thanks,
for even offering the place for us to study..
Matthew,
for those funny looks u gave us,
for studying together..
Evelyn,
arh.. thanks for studying with me..
i hope u r more confident..
and jiayou..
Rud,
for always being there for me..
i thank u for the care u've always given me..
In this midst of preparation,
im so sorry coz i've like having some friendship drifting further away from me..
Fear has crippled all over me..
SPM was a piece of cake coz i know im coming here...
A levels determines everything..
and im scared..
really freaking out..
i hope i would feel this way like so much earlier
so i could do much more..
but whatever it is..
im glad for whatever happened
and i will do my best
for eveyrthing now on..
really..
thanks for all the supports..
Thanks for everything..
Venn here,
still doing fine,
and im still loving my life,
forever i hope =)
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