Stressed..

It has been a stressful period..
Indeed,
A levels is stressful..
Yup,
i cried today,
after so much things on my shoulder,
and i cried coz i miss home...

after so much things happening over here,
what i could really miss is home..
i've never had this feelings before,
never ever loved my home so much..
what im hoping now is,
go home and spend lotz of time with my family..
now it's like 0019,
and im so stressed up...

Lotz of think cocked up,
lotz of things fucked up..
yet,
that's much more for me to learn,
much more for me to endure..
i'm losing my momentum on this A's..
and it's freaking tiring..
how i wish it would be over like real soon..
Days were so different from SPM..
where i slacked off nearly all the paper,
as i was too complacent..

I made my own cheesecake with munkit and quang,
i love my sweet stuff..
i bought myself a new slippers =)
i love it like hell lot...
=)
im loving each and everyday,
and my days are gonna end soon in singapore..
Im gonna miss NYJC,
Esplanade library,
Oldham hall,
Sentosa,
ECP,
MRTs,
and of coz Parry hall..

arh,
days are like gonna end soon,
and it's time to pack myself up to the next stage of life,
wonder what will happen when i reach the end of my life..
where will i go?
what will happen?
really,
im freaking out just by thinking bout that..
everyone will be forgotten someday,
and what's gonna happen?
im scared..
i love those dear to me,
i dun wanna take them for granted,
and im giving my best to them..
Yet,
sometimes,
i feel like being taken for granted,
am fine with that,
but please do not go overboard,
as this is the sensitive period that we all will break down very easily..
I cried,
coz i realise my frens are not that expressive,
and im just too tired to figure out..
Eventually,
im at fault..
sorry..
Arh..
anyway,
exams are bad,
and stress is devouring everyone...

i love Table tennis,
and jiayou Zhen Ting,
though i nv really spend time with u..
hope,
u will made the correct decision,
and hope u have a bright future,
All the best..

Thanks world for wonderful days everyday..
I love my life,
thanks to u who plans every single bits and pieces of my life...
thanks..