Confused~

I have not updated myself in da blog..
Hmm.
apparently,
everything is so good...
and,
yea,
my phone is like dead..
Sms-es is like so rare,
and,
i changed my phone number somemore...

Hmm..
being at home is so wonderful..
i miss home,
and soon i will leave my home again
Argh..
and now i am asked to host a japanese girl
and i really hope,
i would spend more time with my family..
Mum and Dad
misses me so so so so much,
even im in KL for just 2nd day,
mummy feels lonely..
I noe how she feels,
the emptiness,
the feeling of not productive,
and mum and dad,
i always love you =)

Dear kor kor,
i had a nice chat with you..
Over the dinner just now,
i'm so sorry i can't help u to destress,
and i noe u r very stressed,
i really hope,
u at least love what you are doing,
at least the passion will drive you on,
and i hope,
u take care yourself,
take proper meals,
and have proper rest..
Heard what u said juz now,
was so touching,
and very considerate,
but im so sorry,
coz i dun earn any income.
I will save some of my income.
nii-chan
watashiga anatawo daisuki desu =)

Dear Quan,
hmm,
guess u have been checking my blog kinda often to see anything for you.
Im so sorry for the late replies,
the lots of promises to on9 that were unfulfilled.
Im sorry..
i have lotz of things to do,
to spend time with mua family,
to catch up with my frens,
to talk things out to my parents,
travelling...
arh...
Im so so so sorry..
=)
i miss ya too =)
and i really wish to go back,
but at the same time stay at home,
this feeling,
ARH
im so tired of this feeling,
trapped between both sides..
ARgh..
but yup,
guess i'll be back to sg real soon,
to work,
and to really work,
and i hope to keep myself busy,
like doing 2 part time works and earn a little more..
x.x
anyway,
i miss the times we studied in NLB Esplanade,
the little times we set up walls,
the long yet short journey to and fro the library,
the times spent on shopping for prom,
and a lot of a lot of tiny little times we spent chatting to each other.
=)
miss ya lotz,
buddy~~

Dear Rud,
im so missing u too..
i noe u dun read my blog,
but still,
i miss the times we played game,
eat noodles,
and the last few moments we really cherished.
Condolescence to ur family upon ur grandma's death,
and take care yourself,
i'll be missing you and see u in feb =)

Dear 0816,
it's my pride when i speak of u all in msia,
how bonded a class could be,
how supportive a class could be,
how wonderful a class could be,
how amazing u people are to me..
Thanks,
and i really gonna miss the times spent with u all...
I hope,
i really do hope,
we would at least meet up at least once a year,
and have a real big chat..
Please live on the 0816 spirit,
and let it burn till the end of our lives..
=)

Dear councilors,
i'm so glad being part of the family,
and i've really grown so so so much,
because of the times we spent together,
making mistakes,
amending them,
and then settle them.
I've learnt to see life differently,
due to the fact that we are all people with different characteristic.
I love and miss the times spent with u all =)
31st,
forever =)

Dear Default
eventhough we are from various parts of Msia,
eventually,
we are fated to be together for this short time period.
Im sorry for not being able to be there for all the times,
but still i cherish the things we had done..
thanks =)

Ultimately,
i miss my life in Sg,
and i love my life now,
being in Sitiawan,
where should i go when i'm trapped in between?

Confused
Venn~