To Hua Keat =)

"CW,
you have much freedom since I know you,
you know how to manage your time well,
you know when to study and when to have fun,
and you manage all your relationship pretty well.
I wish I could be a part of you."

ok,
i read ur blog,
and found this very similar to me..
i assume,
CW is me.. LOL
coz i kinda long nv use my Chin Wei,
was using my English name Stevenn..
until,
CW,
sounds like me.. LOL
=)

Anyway,
main point is,
the grass is always greener on the other side..
=)
in a way,
i have something more than u,
but in fact,
u wud have something more than me..
there's always a balance in this world..
and i do think that i'm very privileged,
am very lucky to have learnt a lot,
i had freedom,
ya,
kinda true,
but wat was in return,
was the results,
and trust,
and a lot more..
i noe it was kinda hard for some of u,
when u r kinda admire at what i have...
and u nv realise u have so much we dun have..
u r the only boy in ur family,
and u r well-protected,
and everything goes straight to u first =)
in ur family,
u r counted lucky =)
sometimes,
u just dun realise it,
but in fact,
u have it but,
u r not contented i shd say =)

ever since this while i'm in Singapore,
i learnt a lot..
i dunno,
but mostly is because of my openness..
i accept things i think it's true,
and would try to reject things,
and learn,
and change,
and be better..
maybe situation has forced me to this way..
yup =)
You can always learn too =)
like anytime in this world =)
and learning will never stop,
coz u will need to face more different people from different walks of life..
=)
so yup,
keep learning,
jiayou~~

bout the time management,
i think it's the maturity..
when u experience it,
and u got it hard,
then,
u'll learn it..
i got it from the hard way,
by losing my grandaunt,
and that's it,
coz i wasn't managing time well for my grandaunt,
and there i learned..
and there it helped me sets my priorities,
and i noe when to study and when to play,
and coz i'm not that kinda bookworm as u noe,
coz i noe,
sometimes,
studies is not the thing that really determines ur life..
rite?
=)
u have other aspects of life,
u have a lot more..
=)

Managing my relationship,
again,
i think it's the same experience,
grandaunt,
and when u lose some1,
u learnt,
to express,
to show care and concern,
to really love..
i nv really noe wat's love until then,
tot love was something superficial,
nv noe love could be so strong,
use to think that suicidal cases due to love matters was silly,
until i realise the power of love,
the will to protect someone,
the will to make someone happy,
the will for the sake of everything for that someone..
i now learnt to appreciate for whoever i am,
whoever i have,
and i am sensitive towards others feeling,
and being expressive..
True heart,
is what u need to search for frens,
even though u would be very vulnerable,
but that's the exchange =)
"To ka Kou ka"
in Full Metal Alchemist,
the equilibrium trade..
=)

Bout competition,
aihz,
it's like wat d shit.. LOL
ok,
i shall say competition is healthy to a certain extent..
i dun like competition,
not even in secondary schools..
used to compare,
until i realise wat's more important..
competition,
makes ppl more selfish,
makes ppl more self-centered,
wicked,
and watever that can make a person win..
so,
competition,
it's not my cup of tea,
get far away from me!!
lol,
can always use self-motivation
and,
u noe ur closer frens are the one who can influence u to study..
and when u realise,
when u really got that matured mindset,
u wud settle down to study..
u wud be composed,
calmed,
rationale,
and u wud miss home..
=)
yup,
that's the indication of u being matured =)
lol..
anyway,
just hope that u dun feel that bad la..
and i really hope u wud smile..
always learn with an open heart,
learn to stand up after falling,
but while lying the floor,
find sometime to rest and reflect,
before u get onto ur feet and run again,
k?
=)
i'm always here =)
willing to listen to u ya~~

Admire,
but dun get jealous,
coz u always have ur own strength,
and ppl have their own weaknesses..
and from ppl's strength,
u try to learn,
and try to improve ur weaknesses =)
yaya?

JiaYou~~
=)
love from a buddy~
Venn.. =)