Reflections? hmm.. =)

OmG,
i can't believe Mid Years has over...
now,
it's the time to wait for results..]
i know is scary..
yup..
=x
like i'm not doing very well..
yup,
didn't really put much effort also..
so even if i get bad results..
that explains all..
x.x
but by the way,
i'm satisfy coz i did try to study.. =)
like before exam with Nic,
and with HuiQuan..
yup..
=x
lol..
i gonna miss this study period and i hope i would do much more..
like after school,
i wanna stay back to study...
yup,
i wan tat to be my life =)
i like that kind of slight stress life =)
i shall start doing a lot of tutorials..
and do lotz of practice to prepare myself for Pre-lims..
hmm.. i hope i will do well by As.
yup =)

By the way,
today had a freaking nice day with my class..
Like damn nice la =)
lol..
like 15 of us went to watch Ice Age 3
it was freaking fun,
like we laugh our asses off in the cinema,
like who cares =)
LOL..
i love mua class..
and this is wat keeps me going to school =)
supportive classmates..
=)
we played pool and bowling..
like hell fun.
i really enjoy the times we had..
i really do..
omg..
Spent meals with u all..
shared the stress we felt for MYE,
and then talk bad bout teachers.. LOL..
so fun..
and talked bout game,
shared moments together,
with Prae, my darling =)
lol..
dun mistaken..
that's how i call her =)
i miss all of u..
argh.. i'm gonna miss these times we spent..
can we stay forever?
can we keep in touch forever?
it's hard,
i noe.
but..
i really want this to carry on..
i gonna miss all of u after Alevels...

today
chun yen sms-ed me just before the movie,
telling me that he miss me..
like always,
he calls me baka..
yup,
i'm baka..
actually i miss u too..
i still love those few songs we both shared..
" One more time, One more chance"
"Fukaimori"
and a lot more..
these are songs we shared,
i will nv forget man!!
lol,
i miss u,
but i really dunno how to express..
yup,
i miss the yellow flowers falling down from the trees back our class,
that was like so memorable..
how could we possibly sit down there like the other day,
observing the falling petals of the flowers,
like snowing,
and it's really so panoramic..
i miss home suddenly..
i miss alot of things rite now..
Drew, i miss u..
WanXiu, Kaizia, ZhiHan, SiewPei, SeongJin, XueYen, ChingCin,
AiMay, SuiCheng, HuaKeat, TeckCheong..
omg,
i miss u guys man..
and,
i really miss u guys..
Bel, u too.. =)
of coz,
my family members..
omg,
i hope everything' s fine..
i really hope so..
Okasan, oji chan.. =)
i miss u 2 =)
how's home?
Niisan..
how's ur work?
hmm..
omg,
i dunno wat will happen like tml,
i really miss u all =x
omg..

I think i've missed a lot of things,
and i'm kinda regretting,
and i felt bad..
Like my ottotto san,
i just lost him,
for no reason..
i noe it's my fault,
yup,
but can we even still be frens?
hmm..
i miss Nic,
and he's not replying my msg..
HuiQuan is always there for me..
she always replies my msgs..
and Rud,
he's always by my side..
what more do i want?
LOL
i'm so blessed..
i am so grateful..
i'm so thankful..
all this Fate that my creator has given me,
thanks for all the arrangement,
thanks for all the hardwork..
i really love what i have..
i really do..
i am so satisfied.
even if i have to die tml,
i think i wun regret,
coz i've already spend my life so happily..
yup..
but yet i treasure my life..

I realise life is just like an MRT train..
Ppl hop on to ur life,
gets into ur life..
u will know their presence,
and they exists..
but if they do funny things on the MRT,
u will remember them..
like some just came into ur life and really impactfully carve something in ur life..
like some ppl just exist for just being there for u.
of coz, there are culprits in ur life..
but yet,
there are ppl who leaves u,
and gets off the train..
like u wun noe when they'll hop into ur life again,
and u will never noe..
OMG..
i'm emo-ing..
i really miss alot of things..
and i really wanna treassure what i have.
but i can't do it.
i just dunno how to do it i shd say.
i dunno how to express me even further,
even more thoroughly..
but yup,
i hope my actions explain..
i hug for a reason..
coz i care,
i touch and poke u for a reason,
coz i wanna make u smile =)
and i really wan everyone beside me to be happy.
then life would be so much better =)
i love my life..
I love my journey...
i love this MRT train.. =)