To Be Happy or Sad?

Lol,
Emo time ><
Lol..
hmm..
"i dun want to say goodbyes to all so soon"
quote from NicTay,
Seen Jamie's blog,
and she misses like very single moment in council..
Me too..
from Investiture 2008,
till council camp 2009..
every single bit,
i misses too =)
House Exco stepping down this coming Wedenesday.
And,
It would be for Student Council on the next Wednesday after House Exco.
i wonder,
how will Nic feel..
i mean,
i noe he's not so expressive..
hope he's alright for stepping down..
Nic,
are u all-prepared?
hmm..
remember,
u can talk to me k? xD
ya,
eventhough i'm another Emo kid..
ya,
i would be able to help u on this coming wednesday first..
hmm..
i hope u are all right, =)
oh ya,
i got my last general meeting,
so if u really need some1 to talk to..
i will go down find u lor =)
so ya,
u can call me ><
xD coz i noe u wouldn't =)
mayb at nite?
xD LOL
just hope,
everything's ok for ya!!

hmm..
on 20th May,
Our investiture..
31st Steps down,
32nd Steps up and Take over...
It's still hard..
i wonder why..
i really understand how the 30th felt..
i really do..
the things u believe in so much,
the things u put in ur heart,
the things that kept u smiling in class,
the things that u kept u so busy,
the things that made u fed up,
the things that made u really pissed and exhausted,
and yet,
they are those things,
you love so much,
which matters so much to you,
which you would feel empty when they're taken away from u..
Dear Council Badge,
from that day onwards,
i will not be able to pin u on my collar anymore..
i will not to make u happy together with the school badge anymore..
and i will not be able to bear u anymore..
and there is my council badge..
I love the time spend in council.
I really do.
I used to be quite undecided between council and squash.
And now,
I'm glad,
to not in squash but council.
Coz,
If i were in Squash,
i may even need to fight against Rudy
to represent school for the A div competition.
And,
i take pride on what i've done,
what i have =)

Here's the photo of my council book together with my council badge and school badge =)
Nanyang JC =)
Student Council =)

The mixture of feelings,
make me feel very uncomfortable.
I'm happy,
yet,
sad..
Sad,
for my term is over,
Sad,
for we can't really carry out event,
working late nite with 31st anymore..
Sad,
for losing our,
A la maison,
Sad,
for removing our council badge....

Yet,
i'm happy,
to have more time to spend out studies.
And,
being in 31st,
made me grow so much,
to appreciate,
to trust,
to love like i never did =)
and to really share =)
31st gave me the chance =)
I love 31st..
I'm glad that i noe this bunch of people,
my "family member"
consisting,
Jamie, Fui, RJ, Pynx, April, Lou, QingWei,
Randy,MingWei,Candhira,KuangWen,ZhiYuan,Julia,WeiLi
YingChen,YueAn,ChunLeong,Pam,Kristabel,Michelle,Clare,YiDa
LiLan,Sam,Tam,Ely,Hao,Ama-chan
=)
I love all of u =)

Since number of Happy reason equivalent to Sad reason,
i can conclude that,
i'm still happy!!
yet sad at the same time..
LOL,
so i'll let my emotions run,
coz it's true to myself,
coz it's natural.
When u miss it,
u really miss it =)
why hide it?
when u r sad,
then cry,
why hold back?
xD
so,
i decided,
to let my emotions run wild,
from this time onwards..
till the end of my council term =)
ya,
i love,
everything i'm doing =)