Happy~~!

Hmm..
Everything's fine today=)
i think,
i love the days in NanyangJC man~~!
xD
i love everything in NYJC~!

Hm..
Hui Quan ended her CO SYF today,
with Gold With Honours
Hmm..
So,
It's not a bad thing to dream =)
we must believe and dream,
so that we will strive for the things we want,
even if,
we eventually did not get wat we want,
so wat?
it's like u have done ur best,
u will not have any regrets =)
Oh,
glad that u like the flower,
coz i woke up early,
went into the rain to get that flower =)
glad u love it =)

CIB meeting,
was quite efficient today,
went thru alot of stuff so quickly =)
and went Yio Chu Kang Sports Hall with LouLou~
and we had currypuff =)
oh ya,
in the bus,
i kinda hurt him,
coz of my insensitivity..
sorry LouLou~~
Love ya man!!
xD
Currypuff was nice =)
thanks Lou xD

Ooh..
today had consultation with Miss Chiew..
she's like.
"when i guide u,
u can do it,
but u must understand that i can't be with u in the exam hall"
Ya,
i noe Miss Chiew,
i noe ><
i'm trying my best,
so hang in there with me,
k?

Hmm..
and now is justin's Birthday!!
Happy Birthday Justin =)

Had nice chat with NicTay..
even though it's like..
LOL
but it's still fun to talk to him =)
enjoy every single moment in my life now..
i really do..
i wonder,
investiture,
would i have a smile?
or a face with tears..
I believe is both,
HuiQuan think so too =)
and,
i think,
i'm freaking gonna cry very badly on that day..
i really will T.T
x.x
so,
close buddies,
watch me out =)
recently would be a bit,
emotional xD
not enuff sleep
plus,
lots of funny stuff going on..

And,
oh ya
my dear buddy,
Rudy,
he's awesome man!!
he did laundry for us,
and,
he prepared dinner for me before waking me up..
Love u lotz man buddy!!
xD

and
apparently,
i cried till i go to sleep..
and
that point of moment,
Rud is the one that is beside me..
eventhough,
he's not good in expressing,
a hug was so much more to me..
and it was around 3am..
Thanks rud..
Glad to have u..
really do =)
xD
Thanks!!!

No General Meeting

No GM tomolo,
it's suppose to be a good news to me,
but apparently it's not a good thing to me..
I burst out crying..
If it was last time,
when i haven't so attached to 31st,
i would be like OMG,
so happy,
but now,
it's totally the other way round..
I'm sad,
very very..
I really cried,
and it's like immediately when i noe there's no GM..
Argh..
it really means a lot to me..
RJ says if we have GM,
we will be really stoning and do nothing ><
ya,
true,
coz we are already passing down ><
argh..
now i noe how the 30th felt..
i really ..
ARGH..
Thanks Mushy,
Thanks Nic~
for calming me down ><
yet,
it's still like a burden in my heart,
i can't put it down yet..
T.T
hope,
i'll feel better..
14 more days..
Counting down.....
......
.....
....
...
..
.
.
.

Flower =)

Lol,
I received a flower yesterday..
There =)

This is the 1st time i receive a flower =)
and it's from RJ =)
Thanks RJ,
it means a lot to me actually =)
coz,
this is the first time =)
oh,
i checked out the meaning of Red Daisy,
i think it is a daisy ><
can't really tell =X
and it says,
"a red daisy tells of beauty unknown to the possessor. "
Hm..
apparently, i have some beauty within me =)
LOL xD
anyway,
thanks RJ,
thanks a lot !!
This Daisy,
was with me all the time,
and everytime people will ask me,
who r u giving it to ? ><
and i would say,
hmm..
i received it from someone =)
then people would ask y..
I would say,
coz i'm being loved =)
ya,
it cherished my day,
thanks RJ,
sorry for d late post coz,
was quite tired yesterday =)
nitez are my blogging time..
around this time =x
LOL
making me having less sleep x.x
nvm,
it's like,
so fun!!
Apparently, the daisy is still quite fresh, and it will wither soon ><
hmm..
everything good will come to an end,
like our Council Term=)
yet,
it will be remembered =)
xD
Hope everything will go on good~~
Cherish what I have,
I hope all of my friends too =)

Life, In Singapore..

I wonder,
where would i go,
after this year..
I really dunno..
Coz,
The course i wanna pursue,
it's found here..
Acturial Science,
ya,
and apparently is onli in Australia, UK and US..
so..
basically,
if i pursue that course,
i won't be in Singapore anymore..

Actually,
I'm glad of who i am...
I'm glad of what i have..
I'm blessed,
to have stayed in Oldham Hall..
really,
the people there,
are just so warming..
and i'm blessed to Nanyang Junior College..
At first,
we are the least 5 people,
joining the lowest rank JC
among all the direct scholars,
however,
i'm glad that i'm here...
I really do..
coz i dun wanna mug,
and i wan some place i can call home..
and Nanyang JC is all,
i'm proud of my school,
the school culture,
wat CHINA culture others may say,
it's still loving =)
LOL
That's the best picture i have =S

Then,
In oldham,
I found a buddy, Rudy~~
=)
I love him lotz man,
You r really my buddy =)
You are always there when i'm so down,
when i'm so lost,
and u r the one,
who always supported me,
hear my grunts,
let me destress by scolding u =X
xD
lol,
u r the best man,
buddy~~!! xD
This is the most handsome photo we have =)
=)
Love u lotz buddy!!!

Then i have Christabel =)
who has always been there to talk to..
I miss u.. =)
hope we could chat hell lot!!!

and then, Bolton~~
My dear Mm,
how r doing recently?
miss ya lotz too =)
And here comes YanShen =)
LOL,
cool guy to hang out with =)

and this is Danny,
with RJ and me xD
Enjoyed those times talking to him =)

And of course,
the Malaysians =)
LOL,
BurgerKing =)

And then in School =)
The Four Musketeers

and my class...
0816,
my lucky4D number =)
LOL,
hmm..
my class is the reason i go to school EVERYDAY!!!
xD
i love my class =)
xD
OMG,
there's so many picture i wanna upload !!!
xD
How could i not miss this place,
where all my memories are like..
everywhere =)

And,
Of course,
my lovely 31st
I like this photo,
coz it's like recorded in the History Book,
and apparently,
it is,
in my history book =)

And then,
i got CIB =)
Ms Ng!! Louis, LiLan, RJ, Sam, Ama-chan, Mimmy, Ely, Hao~~
1 whole year,
i've been working with u all =)
xD
Love all of u xD

Then i have NicTay~~
as my brother =)
Mushroom aka mingwei,
as my beloved darling ~~
i have Brother aka Choon Lian,
i have Hui Quan,
i have Eddie,
i have Hannah
i have YanJie~~
and they brought reason for me to go to school to enjoy myself,
to spend time with them..
i have louis,
whom i can really share my pissed-out thoughts,
xD
Love ya Lou~~
i have Jamie,
i have RJ,
i have April,
My dear close frens,
that i can really show my love,
and really feel that i'm being love..
Really,
this experience is different,
and,
this expedition to Singapore,
isn't a waste at all..
Who cares bout top JC,
if u can't even enjoy urself,
if u can't proudly say u r from that JC,
if u can't call it ur home..
What's the point of regretting to get into JCs other than RJ,VJ,HwaChong?
I dun care.. =)
I love where i am,
I love the culture of the school,
I love the Teachers..
My Civic Tutor,
Mrs Gerda Huang - like our Caring Mother =)
Ms Amy Chiew - like our Reasonable Sister =)
Mr Haniss - like our Daddy, strict, yet loving xD
Mrs Roy - really love us so much that she worries bout us even she's not teaching us anymore,
Mrs Lee - Temper-less Mum xD
Mrs Wong - Strict Mummy xD
This is what makes the love of the school =)
I love where i am,
really...

Yet,
My year in Singapore is ending..
it's already May,
counting,
left like 6 to 7 months..
I wonder,
where will i go..
after the A levels paper..
I was sad to leave my hometown to come Singapore,
coz i noe i need to build everything anew,
every single frenship,
which is not easy =)
and,
now,
i maybe leaving,
and all i have built,
may b left behind by me again..
i noe,
i may be staying in Singapore,
it'll be my last resort,
not really last,
coz i onli got 2 options =X
so,
if i get my course,
i would not be in Singapore anymore,
ya,
tat's y i'm emo-ing this few days..
thinking my days in Sg may end very soon..
As i tell Hui Quan,
she was like HUH?
cannot! I need to stare at u more often .. =)
so,
tat's y,
i cherish every single one of u i love.!!
I love u all =)
and,
if i really leaving Singapore,
i will come back..
I WILL..
to visit u all..
and pls promise me =)
by then,
we are still frens,
even if we r not as close as we r rite now,
we r still FRIENDS..
kk?
xD
Love u all =)
And i hope,
i will be able to cherish u all every single day left for me =)

HuiQuan

Hmm..
This blog is dedicated to this buddy of mine!!
xD
here's her picture!!
LOL,
i think she's gonna kill me =)
but i dun care,
coz this is who she is,
i love her as my buddy for who she is!!
xD
Hui Quan..
This is how we first met,
remember?
My bloody wound still can be seen =)
That day,
when we r separated into groups,
it felt awkward,
coz i was stuck with the other few buddies,
and suddenly,
they put us together as a class..
LOL,
so was *FORCEFULLY* working with uxD
Awkward,
but guess wat?
we are now buddies...
xD
Lol,
This is another pic,
we took with matthew in the end of Orientation 2009,
was a success =)
Hmm..
recently,
u r really very upset with CO,
i noe that,
but i feel so helpless..
i'm sorry,
for not being there for u,
but,
i noe u noe that
i'm always there,
my phone's always on,
=)

Life isn't always in the same perspective to everyone=)
You must understand this..
I noe how u feel,
i noe how u really feel..
i do,
coz i was an outcast too =)
it's just they dun prioritise on the same thing as u,
doesn't mean that the whole world wun..
Let them be materialistic..
they will understand when they lose something dear to them =)
you said,
ur family members,
ur close frens,
they all noe wat u r thinking..
Coz,
we really respect ur choice..
Coz,
we really support u,
and most importantly,
Coz,
we care and love u=)

I really feel very helpless to see u like tat..
Complaining everyday,
where i was no where near u...
If i were bside u,
i will hug u buddy..
i dun care what other say,
i will just hug u
provided u dun mind ><
LOL
Buddy,
3 more days,
bear with it =)
i noe u prioritise on those u love..
what u love to do,
and whom u love..
xD
it's good to have a buddy like u,
it's really good..
and,
DUN SAY U R A BURDEN!!
Coz,
everyone exist,
to cherish each other...
mayb,
some will leave ugly footprints in ur life,
but some will colour the rainbow in ur life =)
and there u r,
artistically,
drawing whatever u want in my life,
that's wat makes my life so colourful =)
I dunno how much could i help u,
i hope,
u understand,
u r dear to those who love u =)
so,
never ever ever say u r a burden anymore,
k?
xD
i love u for the way u r,
coz frens accept and like whoever u r,
that's y we exist as buddy~~
eventhough,
maybe sometimes i'm insensitive,
or maybe i have hurt u,
or mayb in the future,
i do hurt u,
pls dun give up on our frenship k?
let's make this promise =)
Friends Forever..
Stevenn and Hui Quan =)
Signed on 4th May 2009, 0013hr
=)
Love u lotz buddy,
hang in there,
3 more days =)
and u r FREE!!! xD

NicTay..

Hmm..
Ok,
this post is bout NicTay..
xD
Hi Nicholas Tay Ming Xiong..
hope i didn't spell ur name wrongly =)
hmm..
this a pic of him..
during orientation..
look at his exhausted look =)
Hmm..
He's a great guy to know..
anyway,
i finally noe how to upload photos,
so ya =)
hey,
nic,
thanks for the other day,
we went out and have a such nice evening+ night,
where we can chat all the while =)
hope to have more chats with ya..
And,
oh ya,
i still owe u an AZABU ice cream =)
hmm..
see this pic,
u smile so nicely,
the previous few we took,
u look SPASTIC!!
=)
lol
anyway,
really glad to know u even more,
coz we r brothers now!!
xD
still afraid of me =)
better not,
k?
LOL,
hmm..
letting u noe my experience is actually a challenge to me,
coz i need to really speak out,
ya,
so,
u shd acknowledge my courage xD
oh ya,
i like this photo =)
even though it's a bit blur,
but i still like this photo =)
Oh,
About ur fren rite,
hmm..
i think,
it's up to u..
=)
it takes time to build a friendship,
i noe u noe that =)
and,
so,
grab it back..
touch the other party's heart,
ok?
JiaYou!!
all the best k?
hope to hear good news from u!! =)

18..

I still remember our Investiture,
a la maison,
which means home..
Indeed,
Nanyang Junior College is our home...
18 more days to go..
and that day,
32nd Investiture of the Nanyang Junior College Student Council,
i wonder how it would be,
would it be as grand as ours?
where the chairs are straightly arranged?
like ours?i was amazed with the chairs we arranged,
i didn't know it's that aligned,
until recently,
i saw this photo we took,
which is like OMG to me..
i can't believe,
really..
it's really darn straight =)
and vividly in my mind,
i still remember,
we,
CIBians,
rushing the book marks,
handwritten on every single piece,
which shows how much they mean to us,
how much the bookmarks show our effort..
I still remember the night,
when we had dinner,
Chicken Rice,
and Jamie,
Elysia was laughing all the time,
ALL THE TIME,
they basically ate like one mouth in 10 minutes =)
thanks to me,
we had a great laugh =)
i hope we still remember that nite..
even it was tired,
exhausting,
it means a lot to each and every one of us..
i hope,
everyone of us,
can remember,
the days we have for each other..
Miscommunication,
Anger,
Frustration,
and so on,
of coz tears,
sadness,
hardwork,
laughter,
joy,
and fun..
They all made up our council term..

In 18 days,
we shall cherish what we have left..
i love 31st..
i really do..
=)
i can't imagine,
that day when we are stepping down,
how would i feel..
Lost i think,
we will be losing our council room,
our small little home,
and
we will be missing all these place,
council room and logist room..
I will cry,
i noe i will,
but,
as LouLou said,
Invest is a happy occasion,
we shall gracefully step down..
i hope i could,
i hope i could smile..
JiaNan,
MaiNhu,
even if i cry that day,
i'm sorry..
i think,
i'll be the one pinning ur council badge for u 2,
and i really wanna say,
i'm sorry,
if i cry on that day...
even if i cry,
i would cry with a smile..
my tears would still bless u 2 =)
i will miss my post,
i will miss everything i have in student council..
and,
when we stepped down,
i am proud to be a councilor,
i never regretted,
even it's sad to step down,
it's also hard warming to see the 32nd to step up...
i hope,
we would still we family,
i believe we will!!
xD
31st,
i love u ..
=)