Long Time Since I Blogged

I should get my ass started,
to really study,
i'm scared..
of Prelims,
usually,
by Prelims,
i'm all prepared,
now,
i'm not,
n i will never be prepared..

Sometimes,
we just care too much,
but in fact,
that's what we want,
coz those mean a lot to us,
that's why we care..
Sometimes,
it's just heartaching,
to really see a frenship goes on,
snapping off,
and felt so helpless bout it..
Yup,
i've been reading ur blog,
i wonder,
do u read mine?

That time,
u turn away with that kind of stare,
i was wondering,
what could have possibly made us arrive this situation..
It was merely a small situation,
and ok,
u may feel that WE have insulted u,
BUT,
i dunno la..
i shdn't say im innocent,
im just guilty being in that group..
Happy?

Eesh
sometimes,
i still feel that in my class is much better,
no politics,
nothing much..
just a bit of bullshit here and there,
some ppl that would tease ppl,
but cannot be joked around..
EEsh..
Sometimes,
IF U FREAKING WANNA PLAY,
MAKE SURE IT'S 2-SIDED...
Argh..
why's so much things happening and irritating..
ARGH!!
x.x

Quan,
Jiayou,
at times,
we seek attention,
we thought we were close to someone which in fact we r not,
that's wat he(M) feels..
I think..
Just bear with it,
maybe somethings are better left unknown..

i miss home...

Btw,
heard that this fren of mine passed away,
due to accident,
0330hrs,
310809..
arh..
how fragile life can be..
Cherish..
CHERISH that's all i'm telling myself..
and i'm trying to..
yet,
taking things for granted has always come back to visit me..
I love my life,
i really do,
i love everyone that came across my life..
I love everything..
Ze Qin...
Though i dun really noe u..
At least,
we used to talk,
to joke around,
to greet each other..
Please,
RIP...

3 person i noe has gone just in this year..
how many more will come?
May blessings protect every single one i love..
Please,
i dun wanna lose any1 of u...
not now..
really...


Nic,
i still cherish u as my fren..
i'm still waiting for the time to talk to u..