Mood: Happy + grateful
"HUIQUAN SAYS AM A NAUGHTY BOY
=)
which is SO TRUE
i bully her everyday
poor girl
so nice yet always get bullied by me
i feel so guilty"
these are all HuiQuan's word...
LOL
she KNOWS HOW I FEEL!!!
lol,
i'm so happy coz i get to laugh at her everyday..
WHAHAHAHHAHAH =)
shall not censor any part.. LOL =)
Lalala..
finished Chem Lecture and Tut Qns..
=)
so happy.
left RJC P3..
Stupid =)
but ya,
will do it tml =)
erm,
going to do econs in a while =)
lol..
was quite a nice day =)
and voting for prom king and queen was so fun =)
LOL
and QUANG failed to be the PROM KING
but TEKI who's supposed to sabo ppl,
GOT SABO-ed..
LOL
=)
so our PROM KING : Steven Henry,
PROM QUEEN : Regina =)
Chat with Mummy,
heard that she found 2 more extra tuition classes..
=)
and finally i heard her laughter =)
yes..
i'm so happy.!!
coz
i'm ur child MUMMY,
whenever u r unhappy,
i am worried =X
so yup,
heard ur laughter,
and u r kinda still pessimistic,
but MUM!! u need more time..
u need more rest =D
aiya,
less class means u got more rest lor,
dun be a workaholic can??
we are worried bout u =)
and hmm..
be grateful coz u got 2 classes in so short period =)
so yup,
dun worry la..
There's always a blessing in disguise =)
and yup,
it's so glad to talk to u,
the happy u~~
thanks daddy for being there for mummy all this while too =)
and i love u all at home,
of coz daddy,
mummy,
kor kor.. =)
yup..
i'm so blessed with all of u =)
who has mould me for who i am Today =)
xD
miss home,
miss home cook food ><
and
am glad for everything that happened today =)
thanks =)
Sunday, July 26
Pain..
Pain everywhere..
OMG,
i've learnt that there's always a price for us to pay,
for every single thing we gain..
yup,
and for tat,
i need to suffer this muscle ache,
which would be much better i believe =)
but yup,
the joy,
the class bonding,
the smiles,
and everything gained would be much much more worth while =)
dun mind with this stupid pain,
but yup,
it's like my worst..
but ya,
i'll bear with it,
and yup,
=)
hmm.. feeling weird with Nic nowadays..
maybe it's this study period and the results are really killing everyone,
but yup,
we will work hard towards ALevels rite?
so jiayou,
=)
OMG,
i've learnt that there's always a price for us to pay,
for every single thing we gain..
yup,
and for tat,
i need to suffer this muscle ache,
which would be much better i believe =)
but yup,
the joy,
the class bonding,
the smiles,
and everything gained would be much much more worth while =)
dun mind with this stupid pain,
but yup,
it's like my worst..
but ya,
i'll bear with it,
and yup,
=)
hmm.. feeling weird with Nic nowadays..
maybe it's this study period and the results are really killing everyone,
but yup,
we will work hard towards ALevels rite?
so jiayou,
=)
Friday, July 24
4 X 100... Nostalgic..
4X100m today,
Nostalgic,
reminds me off what we have in secondary school,
coz of my gifted legs,
was force to some stupid trainings,
and participating in 4X100m events,
for district and also the state..
LOL,
was darn funny coz i'm the 5th in school,
so i always get to be the reserved =)
so yup,
didn't get down to the track most of the time,
but ya,
when i was down on the track today,
that nervous came back,
it was so nostalgic,
so familiar yet so scary,
but yup,
got to manage it,
ya..
fear,
coz i wan to run my best..
i wanted ppl to kinda noe,
that councilor is not ppl who doesn't play sports,
joins onli..
but ya,
i'm one of them,
used to be from the track and field..
but ya,
msia standard?
we dun usually train,
we run,
for just running,
what we have is gifted,
not much training,
and i timing was like 12.7 the best..
On wednesday,
i ran 100m personally,
and i think i didn't get into the finals..
but yup,
at least,
that day,
a lot of ppl was shocked,
that i could run..
that council is not made of people that are "weak" in their mindset..
aihz,
dunno,
like i felt people always have the mindset that,
we councilor are those who are onli good in paperwork and talk cock,
NO LOR..
sorry..
=)
but yup,
i could run,
i could play v-ball,
badminton, squash....
=)
Today,
i had became the limelight..
which i didn't really like after stepping down from council,
but i noe i will always be in the limelight,
coz every1 will still look at the 31st and point finger at us,
he/she from 31st..
yup,
bout limelight,
i was wearing red,
3rd baton,
and i spread the gap from the rest..
and,
they notice me coz of my red council camp tee..
i didn't plan all this,
but it's just coincidence that we are wearing the red tee today..
ya..
and they say i'm the red dot that ran freaking fast..
ya true,
but without HongZuo, TeckWei, ChoonLian,
it wasn't even possible..
it's a team event,
so yup,
i need to thank them for everything,
i really love the race,
and the trainings,
when a few of the classmates spend their time with us,
when they can choose to go back..
=) thanks a lot..
Anyway,
we did very well,
yup,
1st,
but really,
i'm so sorry to steal all the limelight..
i'm sorry,
i dun wan it..
but ya,
no matter which baton i'm going to hold,
ppl will still keep staring at me..
SHIT MAN!!
but yup,
we are still,
one team..
=)
and i think i made council proud =)
of coz,
pegasus too...
and not forgetting,
0816!!! =)
I love this feeling,
these laughters,
these smiles,
these moments,
and these times..
spent with those i love =)
i'm so happy,
that today it's a wonderful day..
Thanks for creating such a day~~
=)
Nostalgic,
reminds me off what we have in secondary school,
coz of my gifted legs,
was force to some stupid trainings,
and participating in 4X100m events,
for district and also the state..
LOL,
was darn funny coz i'm the 5th in school,
so i always get to be the reserved =)
so yup,
didn't get down to the track most of the time,
but ya,
when i was down on the track today,
that nervous came back,
it was so nostalgic,
so familiar yet so scary,
but yup,
got to manage it,
ya..
fear,
coz i wan to run my best..
i wanted ppl to kinda noe,
that councilor is not ppl who doesn't play sports,
joins onli..
but ya,
i'm one of them,
used to be from the track and field..
but ya,
msia standard?
we dun usually train,
we run,
for just running,
what we have is gifted,
not much training,
and i timing was like 12.7 the best..
On wednesday,
i ran 100m personally,
and i think i didn't get into the finals..
but yup,
at least,
that day,
a lot of ppl was shocked,
that i could run..
that council is not made of people that are "weak" in their mindset..
aihz,
dunno,
like i felt people always have the mindset that,
we councilor are those who are onli good in paperwork and talk cock,
NO LOR..
sorry..
=)
but yup,
i could run,
i could play v-ball,
badminton, squash....
=)
Today,
i had became the limelight..
which i didn't really like after stepping down from council,
but i noe i will always be in the limelight,
coz every1 will still look at the 31st and point finger at us,
he/she from 31st..
yup,
bout limelight,
i was wearing red,
3rd baton,
and i spread the gap from the rest..
and,
they notice me coz of my red council camp tee..
i didn't plan all this,
but it's just coincidence that we are wearing the red tee today..
ya..
and they say i'm the red dot that ran freaking fast..
ya true,
but without HongZuo, TeckWei, ChoonLian,
it wasn't even possible..
it's a team event,
so yup,
i need to thank them for everything,
i really love the race,
and the trainings,
when a few of the classmates spend their time with us,
when they can choose to go back..
=) thanks a lot..
Anyway,
we did very well,
yup,
1st,
but really,
i'm so sorry to steal all the limelight..
i'm sorry,
i dun wan it..
but ya,
no matter which baton i'm going to hold,
ppl will still keep staring at me..
SHIT MAN!!
but yup,
we are still,
one team..
=)
and i think i made council proud =)
of coz,
pegasus too...
and not forgetting,
0816!!! =)
I love this feeling,
these laughters,
these smiles,
these moments,
and these times..
spent with those i love =)
i'm so happy,
that today it's a wonderful day..
Thanks for creating such a day~~
=)
To Hua Keat =)
"CW,
you have much freedom since I know you,
you know how to manage your time well,
you know when to study and when to have fun,
and you manage all your relationship pretty well.
I wish I could be a part of you."
ok,
i read ur blog,
and found this very similar to me..
i assume,
CW is me.. LOL
coz i kinda long nv use my Chin Wei,
was using my English name Stevenn..
until,
CW,
sounds like me.. LOL
=)
Anyway,
main point is,
the grass is always greener on the other side..
=)
in a way,
i have something more than u,
but in fact,
u wud have something more than me..
there's always a balance in this world..
and i do think that i'm very privileged,
am very lucky to have learnt a lot,
i had freedom,
ya,
kinda true,
but wat was in return,
was the results,
and trust,
and a lot more..
i noe it was kinda hard for some of u,
when u r kinda admire at what i have...
and u nv realise u have so much we dun have..
u r the only boy in ur family,
and u r well-protected,
and everything goes straight to u first =)
in ur family,
u r counted lucky =)
sometimes,
u just dun realise it,
but in fact,
u have it but,
u r not contented i shd say =)
ever since this while i'm in Singapore,
i learnt a lot..
i dunno,
but mostly is because of my openness..
i accept things i think it's true,
and would try to reject things,
and learn,
and change,
and be better..
maybe situation has forced me to this way..
yup =)
You can always learn too =)
like anytime in this world =)
and learning will never stop,
coz u will need to face more different people from different walks of life..
=)
so yup,
keep learning,
jiayou~~
bout the time management,
i think it's the maturity..
when u experience it,
and u got it hard,
then,
u'll learn it..
i got it from the hard way,
by losing my grandaunt,
and that's it,
coz i wasn't managing time well for my grandaunt,
and there i learned..
and there it helped me sets my priorities,
and i noe when to study and when to play,
and coz i'm not that kinda bookworm as u noe,
coz i noe,
sometimes,
studies is not the thing that really determines ur life..
rite?
=)
u have other aspects of life,
u have a lot more..
=)
Managing my relationship,
again,
i think it's the same experience,
grandaunt,
and when u lose some1,
u learnt,
to express,
to show care and concern,
to really love..
i nv really noe wat's love until then,
tot love was something superficial,
nv noe love could be so strong,
use to think that suicidal cases due to love matters was silly,
until i realise the power of love,
the will to protect someone,
the will to make someone happy,
the will for the sake of everything for that someone..
i now learnt to appreciate for whoever i am,
whoever i have,
and i am sensitive towards others feeling,
and being expressive..
True heart,
is what u need to search for frens,
even though u would be very vulnerable,
but that's the exchange =)
"To ka Kou ka"
in Full Metal Alchemist,
the equilibrium trade..
=)
Bout competition,
aihz,
it's like wat d shit.. LOL
ok,
i shall say competition is healthy to a certain extent..
i dun like competition,
not even in secondary schools..
used to compare,
until i realise wat's more important..
competition,
makes ppl more selfish,
makes ppl more self-centered,
wicked,
and watever that can make a person win..
so,
competition,
it's not my cup of tea,
get far away from me!!
lol,
can always use self-motivation
and,
u noe ur closer frens are the one who can influence u to study..
and when u realise,
when u really got that matured mindset,
u wud settle down to study..
u wud be composed,
calmed,
rationale,
and u wud miss home..
=)
yup,
that's the indication of u being matured =)
lol..
anyway,
just hope that u dun feel that bad la..
and i really hope u wud smile..
always learn with an open heart,
learn to stand up after falling,
but while lying the floor,
find sometime to rest and reflect,
before u get onto ur feet and run again,
k?
=)
i'm always here =)
willing to listen to u ya~~
Admire,
but dun get jealous,
coz u always have ur own strength,
and ppl have their own weaknesses..
and from ppl's strength,
u try to learn,
and try to improve ur weaknesses =)
yaya?
JiaYou~~
=)
love from a buddy~
Venn.. =)
you have much freedom since I know you,
you know how to manage your time well,
you know when to study and when to have fun,
and you manage all your relationship pretty well.
I wish I could be a part of you."
ok,
i read ur blog,
and found this very similar to me..
i assume,
CW is me.. LOL
coz i kinda long nv use my Chin Wei,
was using my English name Stevenn..
until,
CW,
sounds like me.. LOL
=)
Anyway,
main point is,
the grass is always greener on the other side..
=)
in a way,
i have something more than u,
but in fact,
u wud have something more than me..
there's always a balance in this world..
and i do think that i'm very privileged,
am very lucky to have learnt a lot,
i had freedom,
ya,
kinda true,
but wat was in return,
was the results,
and trust,
and a lot more..
i noe it was kinda hard for some of u,
when u r kinda admire at what i have...
and u nv realise u have so much we dun have..
u r the only boy in ur family,
and u r well-protected,
and everything goes straight to u first =)
in ur family,
u r counted lucky =)
sometimes,
u just dun realise it,
but in fact,
u have it but,
u r not contented i shd say =)
ever since this while i'm in Singapore,
i learnt a lot..
i dunno,
but mostly is because of my openness..
i accept things i think it's true,
and would try to reject things,
and learn,
and change,
and be better..
maybe situation has forced me to this way..
yup =)
You can always learn too =)
like anytime in this world =)
and learning will never stop,
coz u will need to face more different people from different walks of life..
=)
so yup,
keep learning,
jiayou~~
bout the time management,
i think it's the maturity..
when u experience it,
and u got it hard,
then,
u'll learn it..
i got it from the hard way,
by losing my grandaunt,
and that's it,
coz i wasn't managing time well for my grandaunt,
and there i learned..
and there it helped me sets my priorities,
and i noe when to study and when to play,
and coz i'm not that kinda bookworm as u noe,
coz i noe,
sometimes,
studies is not the thing that really determines ur life..
rite?
=)
u have other aspects of life,
u have a lot more..
=)
Managing my relationship,
again,
i think it's the same experience,
grandaunt,
and when u lose some1,
u learnt,
to express,
to show care and concern,
to really love..
i nv really noe wat's love until then,
tot love was something superficial,
nv noe love could be so strong,
use to think that suicidal cases due to love matters was silly,
until i realise the power of love,
the will to protect someone,
the will to make someone happy,
the will for the sake of everything for that someone..
i now learnt to appreciate for whoever i am,
whoever i have,
and i am sensitive towards others feeling,
and being expressive..
True heart,
is what u need to search for frens,
even though u would be very vulnerable,
but that's the exchange =)
"To ka Kou ka"
in Full Metal Alchemist,
the equilibrium trade..
=)
Bout competition,
aihz,
it's like wat d shit.. LOL
ok,
i shall say competition is healthy to a certain extent..
i dun like competition,
not even in secondary schools..
used to compare,
until i realise wat's more important..
competition,
makes ppl more selfish,
makes ppl more self-centered,
wicked,
and watever that can make a person win..
so,
competition,
it's not my cup of tea,
get far away from me!!
lol,
can always use self-motivation
and,
u noe ur closer frens are the one who can influence u to study..
and when u realise,
when u really got that matured mindset,
u wud settle down to study..
u wud be composed,
calmed,
rationale,
and u wud miss home..
=)
yup,
that's the indication of u being matured =)
lol..
anyway,
just hope that u dun feel that bad la..
and i really hope u wud smile..
always learn with an open heart,
learn to stand up after falling,
but while lying the floor,
find sometime to rest and reflect,
before u get onto ur feet and run again,
k?
=)
i'm always here =)
willing to listen to u ya~~
Admire,
but dun get jealous,
coz u always have ur own strength,
and ppl have their own weaknesses..
and from ppl's strength,
u try to learn,
and try to improve ur weaknesses =)
yaya?
JiaYou~~
=)
love from a buddy~
Venn.. =)
Thursday, July 23
My Box...
I opened the box,
all are the memories,
including
Magnum ice cream stick,
ring,
the colour tape with words,
squash ball with 3 staples,
Chang Jiang No 7,
small little notes,
the book,
CDs,
letter..
and so forth..
i wonder,
how many ppl would keep these things..
ya,
it seems minute,
but they mean alot..
to me..
Magnum Stick,
lol,
was the 1st time i ate ice cream with Rud i think =)
Ring,
which was given by Drew,
nv wore it coz it's gonna spoil..
Colour tape with words,
written by inez to me =)
Squash ball
Joey gave me,
at first i saw it n i liked it,
she gave me to cheer me up..
=)
small little notes i made with Jun and Ivan, Thong and the rest..
Chang Jiang No7
when diana bought for the whole class,
where everyone gets 1..
The book..
is wat tat strikes me..
i remember the moments i ask my frens to write in the book
and it was how they feel
how they bout me,
and advice..
aihz..
that moment,
i was caught,
i was lost
i still remember it well..
reading the words,
i missed those chinese words we use..
i missed those moments they mention in it..
and suddenly,
it's like my mind r running all those memories..
i miss home,
i miss sitiawan,
=)
the CDs..
all with different dedication to different frens,
especially to ChunYen and Drew..
argh..
i miss those moments..
and i read the letter i wrote
that was kinda a small note for my frens to read b4 writing in the book,
and it seems like very cheem,
the chinese..
LOL,
i didn't remember my chinese being that good,
mayb,
i've just lost touch with chinese..
ya,
but i really really really miss those moments..
OMG..
arh,
emo-ing again..
by the way,
i'm glad,
to stay up till 2 am every nite,
to study,
coz i have Quan accompanying me..
thanks man!! =)
and i'm wearing the ring and Drew gave me again,
coz i miss the frenship we had..
and i will try not to take things for granted,
everything happens for a reason,
which we usually don't noe,
and i realise,
Rud has not been sleeping well and can be seen from his eyes..
rest well rud,
and rest well Quan..
Nitez..
Thanks the world for what it happens...
all are the memories,
including
Magnum ice cream stick,
ring,
the colour tape with words,
squash ball with 3 staples,
Chang Jiang No 7,
small little notes,
the book,
CDs,
letter..
and so forth..
i wonder,
how many ppl would keep these things..
ya,
it seems minute,
but they mean alot..
to me..
Magnum Stick,
lol,
was the 1st time i ate ice cream with Rud i think =)
Ring,
which was given by Drew,
nv wore it coz it's gonna spoil..
Colour tape with words,
written by inez to me =)
Squash ball
Joey gave me,
at first i saw it n i liked it,
she gave me to cheer me up..
=)
small little notes i made with Jun and Ivan, Thong and the rest..
Chang Jiang No7
when diana bought for the whole class,
where everyone gets 1..
The book..
is wat tat strikes me..
i remember the moments i ask my frens to write in the book
and it was how they feel
how they bout me,
and advice..
aihz..
that moment,
i was caught,
i was lost
i still remember it well..
reading the words,
i missed those chinese words we use..
i missed those moments they mention in it..
and suddenly,
it's like my mind r running all those memories..
i miss home,
i miss sitiawan,
=)
the CDs..
all with different dedication to different frens,
especially to ChunYen and Drew..
argh..
i miss those moments..
and i read the letter i wrote
that was kinda a small note for my frens to read b4 writing in the book,
and it seems like very cheem,
the chinese..
LOL,
i didn't remember my chinese being that good,
mayb,
i've just lost touch with chinese..
ya,
but i really really really miss those moments..
OMG..
arh,
emo-ing again..
by the way,
i'm glad,
to stay up till 2 am every nite,
to study,
coz i have Quan accompanying me..
thanks man!! =)
and i'm wearing the ring and Drew gave me again,
coz i miss the frenship we had..
and i will try not to take things for granted,
everything happens for a reason,
which we usually don't noe,
and i realise,
Rud has not been sleeping well and can be seen from his eyes..
rest well rud,
and rest well Quan..
Nitez..
Thanks the world for what it happens...
Wednesday, July 22
100m.. My Memories..
busy term 3..
kinda killing me..
=(
but yup,
today,
i went for the 100m sprint Heat..
lol..
was so unprepared..
didn't noe was today,
and still need Quan to go home to get a change for me,
and i even need to borrow Mr Lim's shoes..
LOL..
but ya,
was kinda fun,
and i think a lot of people got a shock,
coz they usually think i'm weak,
and i wun be able to do physical stuff like tat..
and becoz mayb i'm a councilor,
that kind of weak and can only speaks..
but nah,
that's so not me,
i'm more on the pragmatic side,
i can run =)
and 100m was my track and field event last time..
=)
and it was totally the same feeling..
like i kinda got burned from deep inside due to the nervousness..
and kinda scary LOL,
Quan still recorded my run..
and i think she was kinda realise i can run fast =)
lol..
and i'm no longer the councilor,
that deceived to bring welfare to the school population,
what we can do,
we have done..
and i'm who i am now..
still a councilor,
but with more of my own element..
=)
i miss the moments in 100m in Msia,
like the Penang trip,
where we stayed over in Taiping,
where we didn't train and hoping to get good results..
=)
and i really hope,
it would be just an event i love,
not bout winning,
but gaining much more experience and
memories would just flow into me..
i still suck at the moment it starts,
coz i can't grasp the timing =x
but yup,
i did quite well..
xD
10.35 s for 80 meters,
that means i would be like 12.5s for 100m..
=)
lol,
still maintain my speed..
and i miss the moments..
although i sprained my arm,
i put in my fullest effort =)
hope,
everything's cool =)
ya,
getting emo-ed for some reason,
i jus can't find a suitable song for myself now.
maybe,
Pachabel's Canon in D major would be nice..
=)
jiayou~~
kinda killing me..
=(
but yup,
today,
i went for the 100m sprint Heat..
lol..
was so unprepared..
didn't noe was today,
and still need Quan to go home to get a change for me,
and i even need to borrow Mr Lim's shoes..
LOL..
but ya,
was kinda fun,
and i think a lot of people got a shock,
coz they usually think i'm weak,
and i wun be able to do physical stuff like tat..
and becoz mayb i'm a councilor,
that kind of weak and can only speaks..
but nah,
that's so not me,
i'm more on the pragmatic side,
i can run =)
and 100m was my track and field event last time..
=)
and it was totally the same feeling..
like i kinda got burned from deep inside due to the nervousness..
and kinda scary LOL,
Quan still recorded my run..
and i think she was kinda realise i can run fast =)
lol..
and i'm no longer the councilor,
that deceived to bring welfare to the school population,
what we can do,
we have done..
and i'm who i am now..
still a councilor,
but with more of my own element..
=)
i miss the moments in 100m in Msia,
like the Penang trip,
where we stayed over in Taiping,
where we didn't train and hoping to get good results..
=)
and i really hope,
it would be just an event i love,
not bout winning,
but gaining much more experience and
memories would just flow into me..
i still suck at the moment it starts,
coz i can't grasp the timing =x
but yup,
i did quite well..
xD
10.35 s for 80 meters,
that means i would be like 12.5s for 100m..
=)
lol,
still maintain my speed..
and i miss the moments..
although i sprained my arm,
i put in my fullest effort =)
hope,
everything's cool =)
ya,
getting emo-ed for some reason,
i jus can't find a suitable song for myself now.
maybe,
Pachabel's Canon in D major would be nice..
=)
jiayou~~
Tuesday, July 21
Life Sucks..
Finally Econs result came out..
was expecting to do well but eventually,
it's another U grade..
like omg..
was kinda have confidence in Econs,
and apparently,
i still failed..
ya..
was 4 fails out of 5 results..
onli Chem barely survived.
i wonder is it me only?
or is it the entire cohort..
i'm doing freaking bad..
and i'm kinda disappointed..
wat a life..
and
i finally realise,
it is stressful to survive in singapore =x
ya
missed those days when i dun need to really mug to get my A's..
now,
even no matter how much i mug,
it wud still be the same if i cannot apply it correctly..
i'm worried bout my A Levels..
i am..
and was woken up by an sms,
"we cannot meet up..."
and i was looking forward for that gathering..
aihz,
disappointment..
currently not really ok,
but hope i get over it..
"Life Sucks"
quote from Quan,
but yup,
smile coz it sucks...
was expecting to do well but eventually,
it's another U grade..
like omg..
was kinda have confidence in Econs,
and apparently,
i still failed..
ya..
was 4 fails out of 5 results..
onli Chem barely survived.
i wonder is it me only?
or is it the entire cohort..
i'm doing freaking bad..
and i'm kinda disappointed..
wat a life..
and
i finally realise,
it is stressful to survive in singapore =x
ya
missed those days when i dun need to really mug to get my A's..
now,
even no matter how much i mug,
it wud still be the same if i cannot apply it correctly..
i'm worried bout my A Levels..
i am..
and was woken up by an sms,
"we cannot meet up..."
and i was looking forward for that gathering..
aihz,
disappointment..
currently not really ok,
but hope i get over it..
"Life Sucks"
quote from Quan,
but yup,
smile coz it sucks...
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