NicTay..

Hmm..
Ok,
this post is bout NicTay..
xD
Hi Nicholas Tay Ming Xiong..
hope i didn't spell ur name wrongly =)
hmm..
this a pic of him..
during orientation..
look at his exhausted look =)
Hmm..
He's a great guy to know..
anyway,
i finally noe how to upload photos,
so ya =)
hey,
nic,
thanks for the other day,
we went out and have a such nice evening+ night,
where we can chat all the while =)
hope to have more chats with ya..
And,
oh ya,
i still owe u an AZABU ice cream =)
hmm..
see this pic,
u smile so nicely,
the previous few we took,
u look SPASTIC!!
=)
lol
anyway,
really glad to know u even more,
coz we r brothers now!!
xD
still afraid of me =)
better not,
k?
LOL,
hmm..
letting u noe my experience is actually a challenge to me,
coz i need to really speak out,
ya,
so,
u shd acknowledge my courage xD
oh ya,
i like this photo =)
even though it's a bit blur,
but i still like this photo =)
Oh,
About ur fren rite,
hmm..
i think,
it's up to u..
=)
it takes time to build a friendship,
i noe u noe that =)
and,
so,
grab it back..
touch the other party's heart,
ok?
JiaYou!!
all the best k?
hope to hear good news from u!! =)

18..

I still remember our Investiture,
a la maison,
which means home..
Indeed,
Nanyang Junior College is our home...
18 more days to go..
and that day,
32nd Investiture of the Nanyang Junior College Student Council,
i wonder how it would be,
would it be as grand as ours?
where the chairs are straightly arranged?
like ours?i was amazed with the chairs we arranged,
i didn't know it's that aligned,
until recently,
i saw this photo we took,
which is like OMG to me..
i can't believe,
really..
it's really darn straight =)
and vividly in my mind,
i still remember,
we,
CIBians,
rushing the book marks,
handwritten on every single piece,
which shows how much they mean to us,
how much the bookmarks show our effort..
I still remember the night,
when we had dinner,
Chicken Rice,
and Jamie,
Elysia was laughing all the time,
ALL THE TIME,
they basically ate like one mouth in 10 minutes =)
thanks to me,
we had a great laugh =)
i hope we still remember that nite..
even it was tired,
exhausting,
it means a lot to each and every one of us..
i hope,
everyone of us,
can remember,
the days we have for each other..
Miscommunication,
Anger,
Frustration,
and so on,
of coz tears,
sadness,
hardwork,
laughter,
joy,
and fun..
They all made up our council term..

In 18 days,
we shall cherish what we have left..
i love 31st..
i really do..
=)
i can't imagine,
that day when we are stepping down,
how would i feel..
Lost i think,
we will be losing our council room,
our small little home,
and
we will be missing all these place,
council room and logist room..
I will cry,
i noe i will,
but,
as LouLou said,
Invest is a happy occasion,
we shall gracefully step down..
i hope i could,
i hope i could smile..
JiaNan,
MaiNhu,
even if i cry that day,
i'm sorry..
i think,
i'll be the one pinning ur council badge for u 2,
and i really wanna say,
i'm sorry,
if i cry on that day...
even if i cry,
i would cry with a smile..
my tears would still bless u 2 =)
i will miss my post,
i will miss everything i have in student council..
and,
when we stepped down,
i am proud to be a councilor,
i never regretted,
even it's sad to step down,
it's also hard warming to see the 32nd to step up...
i hope,
we would still we family,
i believe we will!!
xD
31st,
i love u ..
=)

Worry~~

Hmm..
wonder how's everyone doing rite now..
Jamie?
Hui Quan?
Chun Yen?
Kaizia?
Fred?
Siew Pei?
Min Li?
Kuang Wen?
Teck Cheong?
Xue Yen?
Ching Cin?
Ai May?
Hua Keat?
Seong Jin?
Christabel?
Mummy?
Daddy?
Kor kor?
31st?
0816?
my fellow cliques in NanHwa?
how's every one doing?
hope u all are doing fine =)

Jamie,
hope everything would be fine =)
i had the same experience,
but i lost my grandaunt instead.
I think mine is worse,
coz,
that time,
i lost my most precious person..
She's even more important than my mum and dad,
she basically gave me the love i needed throughout my childhood,
and she's always the one there for me,
to hang on,
to talk to,
to get rid my anger..
and,
i wasn't able to tell her how much i love her..
i wasn't able to really love her when she's around me..
I took it for granted,
i did,
i admit it..
and there goes the person u loved so much..
Lying there,
her stomach would not move anymore,
not like the times u saw her sleeping,
when u observe her breathing..
and in ur mind,
running,
whether to wake her or not..
but not anymore..
and that sight was onli once,
and,
i nv had a photo with her before..
coz she dun wan to..
dun wan us to miss her,
apparently,
it made us miss her even more =)
Coz both my parents are working,
and she's the housemaker,
i always go home,
knowing that,
there's lunch for me..
it's not the same anymore,
after she left..
no one waits for u at the door,
going home,
it's just like an empty home..
it was quite saddening,
and it's so quiet at home..
so sense of liveliness,
no more chatter..
it's just me alone..
it's very sad to have that feeling,
but i learnt to get over it,
and,
from then on,
i learnt,
to really,
appreciate things around me,
voice out,
the gratitude,
that has long kept,
and,
to apologise,
when offended some1,
before it's too late to ammend..
Jamie,
i noe how it feels..
but i dun wanna really to talk to u now,
coz it'll make me feel emo,
and will make u feel bad..
Remember that she's always there for u..
it may be empty,
but she's always there...
=)

Hui Quan,
i dunno how u realy feel,
and i can't really talk to u..
I'm sorry,
for u to be there in CO..
it's like a wrong move u made..
but anyway,
please hang in there..
and,
it's a few more days to SYF,
please?
do it for me =)
hang in there,
and u can always talk to me,
k?
i felt very bad,
coz u r feelin in this way,
whereas i'm on the other extreme,
love my CCA like dunno how to describe..
i'm sorry i can't help u,
but i hope u could see tiny little things u may be able to cherish in CO,
ok?
I'm suffering from Step-Down Syndrome,
everytime thinking that 20th May's near,
i will start to think a lot,
emo,
and i think a lot among the 31st feel this way..
Recently,
i onli noe from Kuang Wen,
was quite at first,
coz he dun really express,
but it's just so heart warming,
coz it's like a family,
and we are stepping down together.
we all r still there for one another =)
and,
as Miss Amy Chiew said to me,
there's just one simeple rule :
Friendships that have been forged,
will not disappear just because u've stepped down..
Channel all ur energies in studies,
so that u can make SC proud
=)
Thanks miss chiew =)

Bel,
how r u?
long time didn't really talk to u already =)
hope u r ok..
Chun Yen,
hey buddy, what'cha doing now?
Kaizia,
Love ya lotz man,
my Leo-President cum BUDDY~~
xD
how ya doing?
Siew Pei,
Dun Club too much !!
my Hot buddy =)
Fred,
how's ur preparation to UK?
AiMay,ChingCin,XueYen,
hey,
how r u all?
still contacting each other?
HuaKeat,
got GF already?
Teck Cheong,
yo,
are u still very stressed?
learn to destress ya!!
MinLi,
are u still that cool?
are u in Cosplay??
xD
Seong Jin,
LOL,
what ya doing now?
0816,
how r u preparing for this week's test =)?
31st,
are u all ok?
Dun emo like me k?
Papa Mama Kor kor,
love u all =)
even our family is small,
i love u all
even if i'm far away from home,
i still can feel ur love love over here..
i noe u all love me very much =)
i miss u all and i love u all too =)
i miss home!!
=)
hope,
everything's just find for everyone =)
love what i have now,
love everything i do,
love lots and lots of memory i have!!!
oh ya,
love JiaNan,
my mortal too =)
dun stress ya!!
Love Rudy,
mua buddy!!
haha,
so happy he's always with me=)

xD
Signing off with a Smiley,
Pikachu><

Cheering!!

Cheering,
has given me lots of chance.
I love cheering
I really do..
Today Tennis Boys,
even if we lost,
we gain new friendship!!

I dunno how to explain this feeling i have..
OK,
i should say,
this is the first time,
i love my school so much..
i really do..
xD
It's a brand new experience..
It's a very true feeling,
that i have on the school..
From TableTennis,
Netball,
Tennis,
Soccer,
Rugby,
Tennis..
Some of them,
i'm not there..
but i worry for them..
I would like to apologise,
for not being able to be there..
but my heart was with u all..
all the trust,
the hope,
and luck,
wishes,
are all placed on u all..
even if u all didn't win,
i knew,
u all had tried ur best..
u all also want to make our school proud..
xD
I'm proud to be an NYJC-ian..
I'm proud of my school,
and i really mean it =)

Today,
was able to spend time with tennis players
and i was so glad,
really
that i can still bond with them in this last few days before we step down
even though is just a small MacDonald's meal,
the laughter we shared,
the tiredness we have,
it's just so sweet..
even though we stink the whole MacD,
even though watever,
i was so glad,
we manage to have a meal!!
i just dunno how to explain this satisfaction,
this feeling is just so true~~
=)

before this,
Netball
i dun even noe the game,
even i 'm so lost through out the game,
even though me and ming wei supported them,
just the two of us during their first match,
we still bond with them..
At first,
onli 2 of us went down,
and the first thing they see us,
"huh? only 2 of u?"
i noe they dun mean it that way,
but i noe they wan us to go down to support them..
but everyone was busy,
and i explained to them..
at first was awkard
coz we don't noe the game..
and i keep asking one of the player,
why? wat happen? how come?
and she explained everything to me!!
during the 2nd time of cheering for them,
i've sort of like become their manager,
coz i know so much!!
and the rest are lost =)
and since then,
they become my frens,
and we waved to each other whenever we meet=)

Table Tennis..
was really,
so close,
yet so far..
i noe they did their best =)
and i love them =)
we supported them,
and i noe that sincerity they show us when they say thanks..
i saw yizhuang's face,
i noe,
she means it,
and before that,
her members said that they are pressurised with us around..
she was quite upset,
for them coz they didn't show gratitude to us,
but still blame us for losing the match..
i told her,
it's ok..
our role is to support,
our role is to boost u all,
and if u all dun feel comfortable,
we wouldn't want to make u all feel bad =)
and in the end,
when we r fighting against TJC,
it was a huge cheering competition =)
xD
we won eventually!!!
YiZhuang gave me the face,
the really so appreciative face,
that i felt so touched =)

Through these cheering,
it bonds the school...
it makes me feel so belong to the school..
it makes me so bonded with the rest of the CCA,
it really does..
I dunno how all the 31st feels about cheering,
but please,
31st please,
we have less than a month to go..
please,
can we do all we can?
to cheer the other CCA's?
Please?
Don't step down yet,
don't have that kind of mindset,
please..
coz,
i still need u all,
we still need to cheer for the school's CCAs
remember y we existed?
we dun exist because there's something called councilor,
we existed because of the school,
because of the school population,
because of the students!!
Please,
do not step down yet..
dun get into that mood yet..
Please..
give in ur full effort,
and that's the end of council term..
i'm gonna miss these cheerings,
i noe u all would too..
please,
a few more days to go,
and we all can concentrate on our studies..
but please,
put in ur last effort =)
Thanks 31st!!
I LOVE 31st!!
I LOVE NYJC!! <3

0816..

ok,
0816,
it means a lot to me,
coz it's my 2nd family too <3
besides 31st,
which is also my 2nd family,
I can't distinct which is more important,
coz both of them are equally important..
and it's good to have both,
and i'm lucky to have both =)

Today,
i shall blog bout 0816 =)

hmm..
i shall start~~
there r 24 + 1 of us..
why didn't i use 25 instead coz,
there's a black sheep ><

Hm..
ok,
Qin Hong..
THE BLACK SHEEP!!
A mugger =)
however, he's hardworking la..
and thanks to him,
we are bonded even more as a class,
the 24 of us =)

Terence,
he has a weird name,
apparently,
his sir name is at the last of his name..
we usually have it after our english name,
but his,
is weird.
He's simple-minded,
low expectation,
smart,
dotA pro.. =)
once, hui quan forgot to hand in the ammendments for block test,
and terence was supposed to get into the honour role,
but he didn't,
and he wasn't pissed at all. ><
he's juz so nice=)

Next,
Justin,
he.. looks like a hamster =)
he's good in basketball~!!
and he is very hardworking..
he likes what he likes =)
and would passionately do what he likes =)
quite a handsome guy in our class..

Matthew,
hmm..
a very street wise guy,
charismatic,
and very confident =)
act cute at times,
but he's adorable!!
LOL
he speaks the truth,
and he wouldn't want to hide anything =)
and he's damn good man!!
=)

Eddie~~
wow,
he's a very outspoken guy,
fun to hang out with!!
very very dramatic,
very very horny!~~
very very siao~~
and very focus on what he wants to do =)
Jiayou for Dragon Boat!!

Kristle!!
Louis's Lao Da (Big Boss)
since louis is my boss,
so Kristle is my big big boss!!
LOL!!
Kristle,
focused,
sensitive,
and fromr Dragon Boat~~
very cute and fun,
AFRAID OF TICKLE!!
and will make funny noice when u tickle her!!~~
LOL
dun mess with her or ..
she will ~Uh~~~~
all the way =)

Hui Hui,
><
Omg,
lol,
one of the 2 joker in class~~
=)
she's good,
and very optismistic,
jovial,
smiles everyday,
and sings quite well coz she's in choir=)
hmm..
very cool girl but always do funny things =)

Diana~
Our vice chairperson,
2nd Joker~~
BLUR!!!
omg,
she are like 10seconds lagged,
after we got every joke..
and we laughed for a few seconds,
then onli she will " Ohh!! "
and start laughing =)
Judo Champion,
and very jovial =)

Hui Quan,
hmm.. how should i say,
it was all because of fate..
Paired up with her during Level Camp,
and be the facils of our group..
we cried both,
we shed tears
and we learnt together..
=)
one of my buddy,
that i'm glad to have,
and always shares problem with me..
regretted DSA Chinese Orchestra,
but,
she still manage to stay on,
even though she is so pissed =)
determination,
i should say =)
Jiayou!!
Love ya lotz,
buddy~~

Hannah...
Ee...
that's her surname =)
Dance ~~
She's adorable,
easy to approach,
kind,
fun,
cute!!
xD
and i'm always using her highlighters during lessons,
and she's sensitive towards others' feeling =)

YanJie~
Robotics Club VP~~
hmm..
he's very..
UNFORTUNATE,
to be in the same CCA with the BLACK SHEEP!!!
lol,
but he can control himself very well,
don't like to fight over something,
but onli do it when needed,
very wise in handling people too =)

Choon Lian,
should be the fittest in class??
LOL
Lanky guy,
goods in almost every subject except GP,
always sit beside him,
and he will teach me when i'm lost =)
Brother,
tat's wat we call him,
and he's a SCOUT,
xD
enjoyed being with him,
always share thought bout lessons,
and was fun with him,
coz he's so XIAO SA,
cool~~

Mingwei~~
Mushy!!
I love u man!!
=)
he's in council,
and, he's in 0816,
basically, i spend almost all my time with him =)
even though,
we dun always think alike,
but we accept each other's view,
and he's willing to share his problem with me,
which he don't usually do it=)
haha,
thanks for trusting me =)
and i love u Mushy!!

Oops, i missed MingSze,
just added in =)
Hmm..
our Chairperson,
has a very strong command of language -- english,
and he's always very ourspoken,
get fed up with tiny matters,
and sometimes,
a it hard-headed for not accepting other people's view xD
but he has done a great job,
as a chairperson =)

Next would be Yi Xuan,
lol,
Our PW group leader,
she's so organised,
quiet,
and very fun to play with..
everytime i say something lame,
or give funny expression,
she will give me that kind of stone look,
that will cherish up our PW period =)
i'm so glad to be with her in the same group,
coz we had fun !! xD

Evelyn,
haha,
i always mixed her up with yi xuan..
OMG!!
Gu Zheng ,
SYF-Gold!!!
She's a very cute girl..
hardly talk to her,
but i always bully her by tickling her =)
she always smiles,
but she's sensitive,
and wise..
i saw that when she comforted HuiQuan,
during the release of PW results..
that shocks me,
coz i thought she's tat kind of fun girl to play with,
never taught she's that matured..
=)

Next would be the 3 Musketeers..
Christopher, Hong Zuo, Teck Wei
Christopher,
very professional in technical stuff!!
of course la,
president of AVA leh..
i call him Chiam,
his surname,
and he's very responsible..
he will work hard for his goal,
and voices out his opinion..
sometimes,
he sounds fierce,
but actually,
he's very caring =)

Hongzuo,
our super vain guy in class,
always act cool,
act cute,
and attract attention,
always bully all the teacher,
by saying some wierd stuff,
juz to cheer the class..
i remember the GP lecture,
"Why would u buy that diamond ring?"
Mdm Ainon asked..
he answered
"Because it is shiny!"
OMG,
what a joke man,
and he got SUAN-ed by Mdm Ainon..
LOL
A good Volleyball player(VP),
and always find Chio-BU..
LOL
=)

Teck Wei,
My darling #1
hmm.. very handsome guy,
cool and steady,
very fun and tempting=)
lol..
and he's always so cute to play with..
very supportive to the class,
and is the Badminton Captain..
LOL,
Lanky,
he owned the badminton court!!
xD
Love u darling..
Muacks..
*i can imagine his face giving me that kind of muacky look*

And lastly,
our 5 beauties..
Jamie, Rebekah,Prae, Pynx and Zippy!!

Jamie,
a very quiet girl,
skinny,
and looks weak,
but she's so cute and,
she's caring and considerate..
Helped Rebekah a lot,
and i think she's so ... timid xD
OMG,
when she eats in school,
IT'S A BIG ISSUE MAN!!
coz she dun usually eat =)

Rebekah,
a good basket-ball player,
Percussion from GuZheng,
and she's pretty!!
=)
she's fun,
and very loud!!
Outspoken,
and very very fun to play with..
she shouts,
and jovial..
matured too =)

Prae,
My darling #2
lol
she's so cute,
and adorable,
lovely =)
good tennis player,
approachable,
and tat's y I love her so much..
Muacks darling..
very responsible,
and always there to help,
sporting and able to stand out =)

Pynx,
She's also from Student Council,
hmm..
she's firm,
and have lots of self-confidence,
able to carry herself well,
but sometimes act cute ><
LOL,
steady,
consistent
and hardworking..
oh yah,
sporting too!! =)

Zippy,
omg,
y r u always the last... T.T
sorry =)
very good listener
and we always share the same thought =)
we always tease each other,
but =)
i always win =)
LOL
thanks to Christabel,
i noe her =)
and,
Zip,
u r so fun to chat with,
i enjoy chatting with u!!!
xD

Finally,
i've finished..
OMG =)
can't believe i typed all of them =)
these are y my class is so fun =)
we all are so bonded,
and it gives me the feeling of home..
it's just so happy to think that i'm meeting them in school..
i duno why,
but it's just the thought for each other is there,
the care with have,
is not very obvious,
but deep in our hearts,
we care for each other =)
i noe that,
coz i can tell,
when i talk to each and everyone,
the feeling is juz,
we r one family.
I love 0816,
i love u guys,
i love all of u,
for making my 2 yrs in Nanyang so worthwhile..
and we made it through for J1,
and now we r going to make it through for A-levels..
Jiayou everyone,
support each of us..
and i love u guys..
gonna miss the time we had after we graduate..
=)

Jamie & RJ

hmm..
everything's doing fine over here..
huiquan's sick,
wondering how she is..
miss her so much =)
nevermind,
it's a blessing to her not to see him =)
lol
huiquan,
rest well,
love ya lotz buddy!!
and hannah too..
hmm..
take care urself ya~~
=)

long time nv blog,
and i'm so lazy to log on to this page to blog
coz the internet is super slow when i wanna blog..
T.T
anyway,
was quite happy with the life i'm leading now..

Randomness,
Jamie said to me,
that i have had it,
and suddenly i sent her something like,
saying thank you..
ya, true,
it's random,
but that was what i wanna tell u,
Jamie~
U r really a very good leader,
and i really salute u!!
=)
coz,
u really,
manage to hold us all together.
I failed to do that last time,
as a leader,
coz i get very serious while doing stuff..
but i've seen u,
the real leader,
to be able to switch to different modes,
i really respect u!
not onli me,
i believe..
i think,
all of us,
31st SC,
are so glad to have u as our president!!
thanks jamie..
Thanks..
=)

and, RJ
=)
i'm very glad i noe u..
there're a lot of things happening last year.
about,
me trying to take advantage of u.
i was accused.
that's y i stay away from u.
i dun wan to get accused again,
while my heart was whole-heartedly to be there for u,
like my sister =)
however,
people accused me,
for me to hug u when u cry,
is to take ur advantage.
I felt so upset,
and thus i kinda detach from msian directs.
i dunno y,
it's juz dun feel belong,
but u r the reason that always bring me back to the group.
U always listen to my grunts..
Listen to my crap,
complaints,
and yet,
u always provide me perspectives.
like the other party maybe at disadvantaged.
that the other party is forced to do it this way.
yet,
i'm glad,
that u r always around,
to share our thoughts.
wrinting this,
i've had my smile all the while typing the blog.
i'm glad to be here =)
and oh ya,
RJ,
thanks
for teaching me to be optimistic.
I think u'll noe this the best,
that i dun really look at the worst nowadays.
i used to,
but now,
i believe.
i believe we can do it,
especially during our Adhocs..
i'm glad =)
i learnt,
u think so?
xD

Hola~~

I'm sorry,
for not posting for so long.
It was quite a while since i blogged
maybe i may just give excuses,
but i'm really busy ><

hmm..
this blog is giving me headache..
i blog so long and it disappears.. T.T
nvm, i shall reblog =)

hmm..
this blog was supposed to be about Council Camp =)
Council camp,
is not onli for the nominees,
but also for us,
all the councillor,
to relearn,
for the last time before we step down..

i was the facil for group 6,
consisting,
WeiTien
QiQi
Clement
Adrian
Tricia
WanXin
with Samantha..
Lots of love =)

At first,
we (sam and i) are very very disappointed.
our group members practically did not take up any initiative,
while the council camp is trying to inculcate that value..
we punished ourselves,
to let them realise the importance,
and we did 60 push-ups each..
and i felt bad,
i can't survive 60 push-ups T.T
but sam was crying,
so did i,
tears rolling around my eyes,
but they didn't slip off my eyes..
that disappointment,
was really from heart,
that i can feel it..
so badly,
that i want to cry coz of disappointment.

but after that,
on the 3rd day,
we get know that our group did push-ups for us,
while we met them at the stairs in the atrium,
and we asked jamie to stop them from following us.
Oh my...
that feeling of touched,
juz so satisfying.
we finally,
make them realise the importance,
of council camp.
and the happy,
the touched feeling,
will never be replaced.
it's like seeing ur own child grown up,
and successfully had a great carrier,
a good life and stuff..
but i was very glad,
to really have them..
and also Sam~~

anyway,
it's onli council camp,
i realise,
all of us,
the 31st SC,
love each other so much..
i really love 31st,
i really do =)
and i juz can't imagine,
the time we stepped down..
i will cry,
i will..
coz this is the first time,
my heart and soul would die for a CCA =)
love 31st,
love 32nd elects~~


Lots of love,
Stevenn~~