Worry~~

Hmm..
wonder how's everyone doing rite now..
Jamie?
Hui Quan?
Chun Yen?
Kaizia?
Fred?
Siew Pei?
Min Li?
Kuang Wen?
Teck Cheong?
Xue Yen?
Ching Cin?
Ai May?
Hua Keat?
Seong Jin?
Christabel?
Mummy?
Daddy?
Kor kor?
31st?
0816?
my fellow cliques in NanHwa?
how's every one doing?
hope u all are doing fine =)

Jamie,
hope everything would be fine =)
i had the same experience,
but i lost my grandaunt instead.
I think mine is worse,
coz,
that time,
i lost my most precious person..
She's even more important than my mum and dad,
she basically gave me the love i needed throughout my childhood,
and she's always the one there for me,
to hang on,
to talk to,
to get rid my anger..
and,
i wasn't able to tell her how much i love her..
i wasn't able to really love her when she's around me..
I took it for granted,
i did,
i admit it..
and there goes the person u loved so much..
Lying there,
her stomach would not move anymore,
not like the times u saw her sleeping,
when u observe her breathing..
and in ur mind,
running,
whether to wake her or not..
but not anymore..
and that sight was onli once,
and,
i nv had a photo with her before..
coz she dun wan to..
dun wan us to miss her,
apparently,
it made us miss her even more =)
Coz both my parents are working,
and she's the housemaker,
i always go home,
knowing that,
there's lunch for me..
it's not the same anymore,
after she left..
no one waits for u at the door,
going home,
it's just like an empty home..
it was quite saddening,
and it's so quiet at home..
so sense of liveliness,
no more chatter..
it's just me alone..
it's very sad to have that feeling,
but i learnt to get over it,
and,
from then on,
i learnt,
to really,
appreciate things around me,
voice out,
the gratitude,
that has long kept,
and,
to apologise,
when offended some1,
before it's too late to ammend..
Jamie,
i noe how it feels..
but i dun wanna really to talk to u now,
coz it'll make me feel emo,
and will make u feel bad..
Remember that she's always there for u..
it may be empty,
but she's always there...
=)

Hui Quan,
i dunno how u realy feel,
and i can't really talk to u..
I'm sorry,
for u to be there in CO..
it's like a wrong move u made..
but anyway,
please hang in there..
and,
it's a few more days to SYF,
please?
do it for me =)
hang in there,
and u can always talk to me,
k?
i felt very bad,
coz u r feelin in this way,
whereas i'm on the other extreme,
love my CCA like dunno how to describe..
i'm sorry i can't help u,
but i hope u could see tiny little things u may be able to cherish in CO,
ok?
I'm suffering from Step-Down Syndrome,
everytime thinking that 20th May's near,
i will start to think a lot,
emo,
and i think a lot among the 31st feel this way..
Recently,
i onli noe from Kuang Wen,
was quite at first,
coz he dun really express,
but it's just so heart warming,
coz it's like a family,
and we are stepping down together.
we all r still there for one another =)
and,
as Miss Amy Chiew said to me,
there's just one simeple rule :
Friendships that have been forged,
will not disappear just because u've stepped down..
Channel all ur energies in studies,
so that u can make SC proud
=)
Thanks miss chiew =)

Bel,
how r u?
long time didn't really talk to u already =)
hope u r ok..
Chun Yen,
hey buddy, what'cha doing now?
Kaizia,
Love ya lotz man,
my Leo-President cum BUDDY~~
xD
how ya doing?
Siew Pei,
Dun Club too much !!
my Hot buddy =)
Fred,
how's ur preparation to UK?
AiMay,ChingCin,XueYen,
hey,
how r u all?
still contacting each other?
HuaKeat,
got GF already?
Teck Cheong,
yo,
are u still very stressed?
learn to destress ya!!
MinLi,
are u still that cool?
are u in Cosplay??
xD
Seong Jin,
LOL,
what ya doing now?
0816,
how r u preparing for this week's test =)?
31st,
are u all ok?
Dun emo like me k?
Papa Mama Kor kor,
love u all =)
even our family is small,
i love u all
even if i'm far away from home,
i still can feel ur love love over here..
i noe u all love me very much =)
i miss u all and i love u all too =)
i miss home!!
=)
hope,
everything's just find for everyone =)
love what i have now,
love everything i do,
love lots and lots of memory i have!!!
oh ya,
love JiaNan,
my mortal too =)
dun stress ya!!
Love Rudy,
mua buddy!!
haha,
so happy he's always with me=)

xD
Signing off with a Smiley,
Pikachu><