stressing up?

Guess,
things have been building up,
and i think you won't probably pop by any time soon =)
and exams are making u so weak,
and same here.

Things are still like tat,
im juz very stressed up.
Yes,
i always have my brave-front,
yet,
i noe,
u noe wat's running inside.

Frens,
feels like,
drifting away.
Im not sure wat to expect.
Nothing's happening,
nothing's moving.
Guess,
it's juz drifting.
No matter how much i hold it dearly,
it would still,
drift,
coz the other end,
it's a loose-grip.

Getting close to darling,
yet,
i noe,
we would the extend of juz friends.
I doubt we would eventually b super close,
coz,
he's way too pragmatic,
and,
im expecting,
we would drift,
juz due to different classes we would eventually attend.
Yeap,
am feeling good with him,
at least,
there's some1 i can really joke with,
spend time for breakfasts,
styling hair,
and so forth,
yea,
we are quite close,
n i noe,
we wouldnt reach the extend,
that we could eventually hug,
or heart-to-heart talk,
coz,
he's reserved,
bout himself.
and that would be the barrier.

And,
i realise,
my EQ,
dropped,
coz,
maybe,
im juz too stressed.
Or as HQ had said,
Accounting has made me so realistic,
and,
am i really the person,
who wanna do what i want?
Guess,
im still happy with what i have now,
juz tat,
im kinda stressed out,
and of coz,
lonely.
and i lost and missed human touch.

Tests,
CGPA,
arh,
all these are juz,
annoying.
3.5
how the hell am i gonna keep it==
like,
aihz,
nvm,
guess wat choice do i have left with?
nothing,
but juz work hard for it.

Tired,
Insomnia,
Restless,
Mundane,
Lonely,
and
Aimless